stories of my life

im back....:)

2011-11-18T07:24:00.000-08:00

Wah,dah lame giler sey aku tak blog!!.Ishh...That shows how busy i am....heheh...Anyway,Bro wedding just ended on the 11/11/11 and 12/11/11....Congrats bro.They are now on their 2nd honeymoon destination at Thailand,krabi.Best per.....After this, will have to wait for don't know how many years for my 2nd bro turns..hahah...sigh...For today,i just got back home from my sister's Parents Teachers meeting session.I love the school and her teacher!!!!wOHOO....well,I somehow thought of teaching in her school.It somehow came across my mind.Haahha....Actually, i discovered other things too that i like to get involved in.Besides teaching,i want to be an event planner for weddings and also for kendarat services.I just love teaching.Teaching is just my passion.It cant be helped.But then,i intended to work full time too in ICA.I'm interested in knowing the behind job procedure.I'm just very curious and i want to have the experience.Omg,i seriously cant wait to venture all the things that i want to do....But the thing is,will i be able to experience everything??If i do,i thank god for giving me the opportunity to do it so.Alhamdulilah.But if i don't,i will make the right and best decision in what i really want to do in my life.Insyallah.:)

okay,maybe next i will upload my bro wedding pic okay??stay tune!nite!:)

2011-10-07T06:17:00.000-07:00

First week of school has ended and guess what??? it sucks to hell yo! hahha... Started school at 8am everyday except on wednesday but thank god that the ending of school is not that bad.wEE!Anyway,im stressed up.Thanks to the module that i need to take again this year!Fucked off.Just feel like giving up.....Seriously, i hate the fact that i have to learn it again and it will not be easy!!!!Aaaarghhhh why must life be like this!It is just another test from god that i have to take.hmmmm....haiz....At the same time,my clique is having problem with another clique in my class!Oh,my!this is so childish!If you are not happy with something,just say straight to the rest of my member.No need to kecoh ar at Twitter bodoh!Or just keep to urself and your group.No need to bitch about if you dont have the intention to quarrel with my cliques.Anyway,im not part of them because i dont have anything against them.It is just my other group members.Further more,i dont wish to interfere.I dont know,dont care and dont bother!!!!lolzz.....Kental lah eh!Aku dah cuci tangan ar!hahhahaah..:)

Down deep my heart,im feeling down......

Miss eeuu Like craxy! haha

2011-10-01T06:52:00.000-07:00

Hoohoo...Last talked to you is on the 24th September 2011...Hmm,then thats all.....Missing euu like hell...haizzz.......

I miss you like crazy!
Even more than words can say.
Every minute,Every Day.
Boy, Im so Down.
When your love not around.
I miss you,miss you,miss you.
I miss you like crazy!<3

09/09/2011-The day that i will not forget......:)

2011-09-10T01:11:00.000-07:00

Hey3...Whats up everybody!?heheh.....Wee,yesterday went out as what i planned for yesterday.Thank god its menjadi lah.Hahah....How happy i am i cant even describe but im happy.Well while im out with him,if u were there to see my face and expression is like nothing.But you dont know what is inside my mind and my heart!hahaha..lol...Yesterday is the day where alot of first thing had happened in my life.Seriously im not joking.1st thing is that: 1) My mum got to know that im going out with you.2)My mum talk abt me getting married to him.....3) I gave him kuih raya and mum thought that i got something on with him.But actually im giving it for fun only.lol.4)its the 1st time we catch late night movie.hahah...no choice.5)Its the first time i saw u eating outside with me and you bought me a drink.6)Its the 1st time that i bought the tickets alone where usually you will be the one buying it and you will be beside me.7)Its the 1st time that i saw your NS fren too!haha....Well i actually feel glad that your friend is one of the good guy that you hang out with.heheh.Saw him with his girlfriend and he asked him if im his girlfriend! lol.The funny thing about his friend is that he saw him from far and called his name with open arms as if that his fren is going to hug him!seriously.i feel like laughing!hahah.His friend also did mentioned to his girlfriend that his the one who send him back home just now and i was like 'Oh,u tumpang die tadi...hmm...okay....haha.9)Its the 1st time that we go out again from the place just to find AXS machine!Thanks to my brother lah!hmmm.....So he brought me to the nearest ESSO and when we was thre,i was perspiring like hell and the machine create problem.i tried 3 times and i still couldn't made the payment.I was frustrated and pissed off ar and he saw my frustration and while he stood beside me,he helped me to do the payment again.Within a few seconds,he can memorise my bros ic number and the plate car number and it surprised me lah....10)Its the first time also that i saw that he is very patient with me and the machine.I thought that he will get bingit because i do the payment lambat sangat and he will get angry and will think that im a nuisance t0 him but then he didnt.Infact hes being very patient....Thats make me to feel so touched.....:)Thanks Btw.:)11) Its the first time also that he pay me back for the movie ticket.Its my treat by the way.But he insist me on taking the money.!Damn it lah.As much as i dont want to,but i have to...hmmmm and lastly 12) Its the 1st time that my mum saw me and him riding the bike.It happened when he send me back home and its the 1st time that a mistake happened.Its where he send me at the letterbox side rather than at the side of the blk!I totally forgot about that...Hmmm..Thanks to my sister lah bcoz she was bergantung at the telephone at the kitchen window and she must be the one who told my mum!!!!!Aaaarghhh!!!!But im glad that this time round my mum didnt say anything much and didnt nag at me that much.I guess that she thinks that its time lah i behave like that meeaning going out with a guy but the thing is she stressed out the part where i took the bike with him.Tuh yang die tak bleh take it...haizzzz.....But i tried my best that nothing bad will happen lah.I know she mean good and she care for me and i know my limitations and i can take good care of myself too.Anyway,thanks mum.:) After this,there will be one last time that i will go out with him and i hope that my mum i s able to accept the fact that me and him is kawan and i have to take the ride for our easy movement from one place to another.Think positive okey mum?luv ya!And ya its the 1st time t00 that i went out with him During Raya time!hahahs

Well,that is what happened yesterday..hehe....Orite,now im off to my uncle house for his open house.Its at Woodlands again!hehe..Memories....Haiya its a comfirm plus chop that she is going to tell my makcik2 what happened....Nasib kaulah Atiqah!!!!Dengar and sabar jelah!!!! haiz...hahahah..:)<3

Love you too.....

Pssst....:)

2011-08-24T07:38:00.000-07:00

Recently Contacted back With Saifuddin AND hehehe.....GAGAGAG.....:)oKAY was abit shocked lah but im enjoying it.hehex....Oh,ya and also Nizam...yup2 bcoz of Syam's Post.hahah.Went out with Din and the rest last week for breaking fast.Although its short but i ENJOyed it.....For hehehe,didnt expect tat u will call me and start msging me back again like how you used to be.....i pity u lah.....And of course i miss you to the max!hee...Well,im kinda busy right now with school stuff.Ya,im stressed too by the way...Just suckslah and ya today for the first tyme,I didnt went to school because i overslept!Bagos kan!I salute you lah Atiqah!Today is my suckiest day sIOL!LOL....By the way,went to meet Din today to learn OFA.Thanks dude for ur help!And also for ur jokes all that!haha.iTS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I SAW U SMILE AND LAUGH AND HOW CLOSE WE USED TO BE!heheheh...<3.....Oklah,below is some picture for you to see!:)

6 August ,My Birthday & Fasting month.

2011-08-18T00:14:00.000-07:00

Wah,its been along time since i blog uh??/Oh well been busy and lazy at the same time o update.hehe.Okay,today i will start with me Birthday!!! Wee Anyway,celebrate my bday with family and Shuki and recently my classmate had a belated celebration and also break fast together on last Saturday which is on 13 August at Ayam Penyet Ria at Orchard.:)....Enjoy myself and just look and the picture lah okay?hee...

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2011-07-23T06:20:00.000-07:00

Today,went to school early in the morning to sign Contract with F1 then had a site visit at Marina.The site visit is only half day which is around two hours and im already damn tired!Cant imagine myself on the actual day but definitely i will become darker!Oh,there goes my precious skin!:(.Anyway,i just woke up and i felt that my shoulders are in pain so decided to ask my sister for massage.I asked her nicely and she reply me like a fucking bitch.But then i still asked her nicely and took away her pencil and say to her that if you don't massage me,i wont give you back your pencil.So she got irritated and massage me the hardcore way which every time she will do when i ask her for massage.But this time round i just woke up from my nap and my shoulders are very very heavy and it was painful~It hurt me soo much that i pump her on her hand and the next moment i threw her pencil away!That is how angry i am.Tears roll down my cheeks the next moment.I couldn't take it.Then went to the kitchen to cool down myself and after that felt abit relieved.Its like fuck!Seriously....That was like the first time when im angry i will throw things.Seldom of me to do that lah.

Actually,The moment i get up,i had no mood already.I don't know why i am thinking of you so badly lah at this moment and i just feel like telling you right now i really felt about you.I cant wait any longer.How long more must i wait for you..???...I think its because after hearing my friend story between she and her ex make me to think of you and make me wants to tell you everything how i felt now and don't wanna regret later......Haaaaa,fuck up!How i wish to tell you now but i couldn't find the words to tell you now and im not ready yet and at the same time im not able to wait anymore.I had enough of suffering and don't wish to suffer anymore.....Dear god,please help me...why are you giving me this kind of test????IM not able to take it anymore..........I just wanna say that I Love You So Much!!!!...:((((

And i Miss You!!!!

Khai Advanced Birthday!

2011-07-02T08:32:00.000-07:00

Today had a small celebration for my second brother.It was an advance celebration due to his working schedule tomorrow which is on 3 JULY 2011.Awww,so sad.Hahha.Ordered a cake for him from Polar & Puff and Davidoff perfume for him.Hehex.Sorrylah there's nothing much and nothing big from us but we hope that you like it.Maybe next year i will try to get for you more present okey??hahah.....Well,after this coming up is MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!......wOOOO..HAHAHAH......But seriously i didnt expect to have something big.I just hope to be able to celebrate with my family or friends and spend time with them.By the way, i dont have any idea what to ask for my present from them for my birthday!Hahhaha...any idea???Thick skin eh.....Ok what,because my birthday falls on the fasting month of course i want something to make me happy and smile.If can dont want food if possible.I want present!hehehz....So that i can remember it as a great memories and can smile all day long!hahaha...lol...Hahaha,oklah nanti boleh fikir nak hadiah ape and then start to hint2 people!!!heheehhexxx....:P

25/06/11

2011-06-25T08:22:00.000-07:00

Never thought that today you will came back into my life....I was surfing the net and suddenly i saw light blinking from my phone.At first thought that my eyes is playing on me.So i went to pick up my phone and check on it.Got to know i received a text message and as usual thought it was Iskandar,a friend of mine.To my surprised, the text is not from him but from someone which i don't want to have anything related to him anymore and which i don't want to mentioned his name here.Read his message and was thinking should i reply him or shouldn't i??....In the end i choose not to reply him back....Haiz.....Just leave me alone lah....I don't need you anymore okay?!I need someone else....Since you are happy with your own life right now,then go ahead.Be happy.Why should you go back to the past and keep reminding of everything that had happened.I want to have my own happiness to okay....So let me fine it alone and i don't need you to be there.Thanks eh....

By the way,Iskandar and me are sick.I'm down with headache and he is down with headache and fever.Poor thing.Anyways,see a doctor if you are still not oket aite?Get well soon dude!hehz...Take care.Oklah,i wanna sleep early tonight.Good Night people...<3

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2011-06-25T07:31:00.000-07:00

Wah,why is it so easy for a guy to make up with the girl and its not easy for the girl to make up with the guy.I mean going for the person that they love.For a guy,They may try wooing you until you are fed up with them and in the end you are with them.The guy may do a lot of tactics just to get you by texting you everyday,show you that they care and concern,being loving,romantic towards you and SNAP!you are mine or maybe those attempt failed but they have backup!They will use sincerity,honesty, abit drama here and there,emo here and there and then once you feeled that something is wrong,you confront them and after hearing their story,you are so touched and fell sorry for them and that's how you got together.Happy Ending.....

For the Girl is a different issue....No matter how hard you try to pleased them,get their attention,giving them hint,they still don't get it.Like what the Fuck right!Haha...At times their heart is as hard as a stone.....Oh,my!!...Seriously lah i think in this kind of situation right,guys are more difficult to get rather than the guys where all guys said that actually is the girl are playing hard to get....Ehh plseasee eh,i don't agree okay!What you girls out there think??Are you girls with me??hmmm.....Once asked a friend:What should that someone do if she like that guy?? and he said: That girl need to win the guys heart.<3 And i was like wtf!The girl need to do that???But how??? and he say figure it out yourself!I was likee arrrghhhhh.....What the......hahhha....lol....But seriously lah, pleasing a guy is different from pleasing a girl.Girls are soft hearted and guys are hard hearted...You get it??...So how? Stress right??...haiz....But if you not fated to be with him what to do right???But don't give up until you get the answer from him alryte??..hehhhexxx...Klah Wish you all the best...:)

4th June-Mum's Birthday

2011-06-12T05:25:00.000-07:00

On this date,we are celebrating my mum birthday and also a small celebration for my brother.Everything is being celebrated at my Auntie House at Pasir Ris which used to be my grandma house.I was damn busy that day and didnt eat that much cause the previous day my stomach was filled with food from Pizza Hut..heheh....Anyway,just wanna wish my mum Happy 54th Birthday!May you happy always and stay healthy for the rest of your life.Amin..<3

Surprise!!!....

2011-06-03T08:34:00.000-07:00

Btw,Happy Advance Birthday to my Mum AND NorLiyana,on 4th June 2011!!! Enjoy your day and Love you mum & Liyana~~~~

12 May 2011,- Graduation Day

2011-05-20T07:40:00.000-07:00

12 May 2011,Thursday,marks an important day in my life.Its my Graduation Day In ITE For Nitec Course in Tourism.Mixed emotion filled the day before and of course on the day itself.I got a Approved Leave from my current campus where i am studying right now to attend the Important Ceremony.It was fun as we get to wear Formal once again and were looking Good.I must say this that THUMBS UP To My Class(Tourism)For looking good and Smart from the rest of the student in the other course!!!.....Your attire is absolutely right.The rest should follow us uh!...Well,if only that day there is an Award for the Best Grooming,our class will have definitely win already.But too bad...Should i suggest for my second Graduation Day?What do you think?Heheh.I'm very happy as to meet all my fellows classmate.The moment we saw each other,we all are welcomed by a hug from them.Of course girls to girls and vice versa.It doesn't not matter anymore whether last time we are close to each other or not.That is so sweet..Awww....After the ceremony,went to take our photograph,our cert and not forgetting to be the star of the day!!!hahahhaah.....We took picture here and there and have some light refreshment by the school and then head down to matrix to have our proper lunch with my friends.Sad thing is that Sharon is not there with us.Awww,i miss you!

After lunch,said Goodbye to Hui shan and Kenneth as they have to Continue their lesson.Thats is so pity....Left me ,Anne and Syaf to end the day.!Anyway,that is the story for that Day.Hhahaha....Lastly,I wish ALL MY Classmate all the best and Good luck in whatever they do!And i will never Forget them!<3

06/05/2011 - Izdi's Farewell

2011-05-07T09:35:00.000-07:00

Today bad because i sabo my friend during CMB lesson when today is his last day of school in ITE.Oh how sad it is.....heheheh...Actually i didnt mean it lah but the thing is i want to give him in return for being with us.I mean a memory for him to remember us and to remember on his last day of school in ITE.....So,yait was my idea to sabo him.At first it was for fun and didnt know that my friend is so brave enough to shout to my teacher about that!hahah....So there it goes....heheeh....Anyway,im sorry Izdi....:)On his last day, i took a picture with him although we dont talk much to each other that much.Seriously,i dont know him that well,but who cares?/!hahha.....Got a small token from him too...So sweet....Oklah,enjoy today laughing and smiling in school and lastly hope thatu will succeed in ur music careerin Lasalle and all the best dude!!!Gonna miss u soo much!!!

2011-04-21T23:38:00.000-07:00

19 April,Tuesday is the official day that i started school.It was the first day of school and guess what?Im all alone like a lost child.In malay: Seperti anak ayam kehilangan ibu..Hahhah...Chey,finally im using back one of my peribahasa lah sey..Weewit.hahah...didn't expect that i will be welcomed well by them although it was my only first day there...So shocked sey...hehe....I was first welcomed by Sharifah,Affidah,Tina and then followed by Haikal,Danial,Shalin,Afiqah.When i was inside the lab,i sat beside Jolyn and initially i am in their group for EPL project....After that got to know that im the only Malay in their group and the rest is Chinese.Wah,by then i already feel tak shiok.....Because the rest is chinese...Tak best sey..hmmm...But what to do since i started to school late ao i have no choice to just stick to the group given....Nonsense shit is that my group choose to do a k-pop event....And i was like what the fuck??!At first you said wanted to do Formula 1 ANd then change to that..Ape sey....Although im a bit reluctant,but i have to follow...lol..BUt never mind,i told myself to take it as a challenge and as a new experience to explore new things!heheh...Not bad UH?

Well on the second day gotten my training notes....OFA LESSON sucks as usual..I regret for not getting A please..And now i have to take that module again....Haa...But i think im gonna get exempted for LPD.Because i did great!Hhahah...Yeah,....But still not confirm yet....Anyway,happy to say also that this time round im not the class monitor anymore! Yahoo...But i somehow missed being the important person no longer have the power over the class...Meaning i can no longer rule them!!!!...hahaha....sad sey...haix...but never mind.I think its time for me to focuse and concentrate on my studies seriously...

Overall for my school,im not soo really into it and still trying to find who i can mix with and still trying to get to know each other.......:)Just hope that i will be
able to get the right people....

As FOR TODAY JUST GONNA SIT AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY....hOW BORING IT IS....But never mind,tomorrow im going out with my family!So yeah,gonna enjoy tomorrow to the
max!!!...Yesssa!!! Okay,peace out!!!!wooo

2011-04-12T01:37:00.000-07:00

Well, dah lame sey tak update blog...lol...What to say sey?? hahha....Life has been okey2 lah....Today was a home stay for me....Hmm this recently that someone started to appear again in my lyfe...Wah,that is so SUCK MAN! Seriously....Dont know what to say....But im here still strong holding to my principle to help me keep moving...!ahahahah....Atiqah Mcm Paham sak! hehheh...Well yesterday watched Aku Tak Bodoh" with a couple of Old friends....heheh.Its Awesome!!!!I cried 3 times sek!But couldn't really cry because the theater is filled with people...If i cried,that will be so malu sey...hahhaha...Saw some artiste like Hafeez Glamour!...Hansem!..,Najip Ali,Suhaimi Yussof,Riz Sunawan,Ibrahim Sawifi,Adibah Noor,Chef Bob and others! Wee....Fun sey jumpe artiste...!!! I like....:)

Currently sitting at home doing nothing and yeah im waiting for something to happen...lolz....Btw,i dont know why i keep thinking about guys......They have been in my mind like for this two weeks....Haiz....can u just go away.....What you want???Why i need to think of you every now and then.....Stress tau! Penat...mmmmmmm....Sympathies me lah.....heheheh....

Well3,im waiting for you and waiting for the day okey Love??!..hahahhaha.....Like reall uh....But ya im waiting...Anything text me...lol.....:)

2011-03-20T07:24:00.000-07:00

Heheheh......Ure back....:)...Well,my day was not that good since im sick but Danial just made my Day!Hehez....Thanks bro!Thanks for making me laugh and smile....U are having ur rest now and im waiting for ur msg.haha.aLRIGHT PEOPLE,he is just a friend.So ya,no need to worry.....Haa, lately cant have my sleep...Feeling restless all that of shits....haiz.....Thinking about this and that,here and there...Wah, so stress.....Till fall sick.....Thinking about future make me go crazy! Alot of things to think about.Haa.....This year 19, next year 20...Like so damn fast....My age is increasing year by year but not suree if im able to take all those responsibilities that is infront of me and if im matured enough to handle it......Wah.....sian ley.....If can i want to faster experience it so i can end it faster.So that i dont need to worry so much...hmmmm

2011-03-17T00:10:00.000-07:00

I want to upload the Bali pictures but i realized the picture are not at my brother's laptop.Its at the other net book.Lol...So no picture for today.hehe.

Well,i must say that after i came back from Bali i didn't know why i kept thinking about you and only you is in my mind.I don't know why and the feeling that i had for you is suddenly getting stronger and i cant hold it any longer.I think it must be that i ve been missing you so much this lately dear........IMY! i MISS yOU so mUCH!!!! i WANT TO SEE YOU PUHLEASE....Ajak: i <3 you :(

2011-03-15T10:07:00.000-07:00

Weik! hahhaha...Well just came back from BALI!!! hahahaha......Awesome.....i enjoy myself there...heheheh....Although there is some probs or misunderstandings here and there we still try to put it aside and go on with our trip.Well,this morning my first brother turn to went to Bali...What a coincidence! haha.Took a number of pictures but i think will update it someday later.Too tired and some picture is at my friends camera.So ya.Btw,makan haty ckit dgn Eiss....Haa....i mean im not telling u what happen.But i just want to know ur answer from a guy.Thats all.Bkn i nak burden u dgn whats troubling me...Haa....-.-....I thought you can be a friend yang boleh listen to my probs,help me along,be there for me etc....But then if like this,how can you be a good friend to me???hmmmm....Tak tau lah....Like now,seriously i cant hope or depend on any others guys...I have to depend on myself and trust no other but only myself.....Haiz,have been thinking to take up the liscence.And now is waiting to save up money jer...haiz....Im stressed....Well,wait for my next post for the Bali picts!Nite! Muacks!

1.25 am

Its OVER! .....

2011-03-01T22:52:00.000-08:00

Wootsss!!! Yeah My ATTACHMENT is OVER!!!! wOO!....iM SO lOVIN IT!!! Hehheeh.....Dah ORD! hehe....Well ended on 25 February 2011.That is the official date....Finally im over with it! Yessa!Okay,now dont want to talk about it anymore.Lets talk about something else....This few days,my prepaid has been low and i thought of messaging you this friday which is like almost a week.But before Monday you have been messaging me thrice and finally you called me on Monday! Hahas...Asking me why i did not reply your message...ahhah....Takot nampak??Or rindu....hahah....Mcm paham.Ok,whatever it is okey...Well,message you yesterday.Because my heart cannot take it anymore....Ishh.Kau jangan Atiqah!hahha... lol...Enuf about it....lolzzz

Currently doing nothing right now and is not busy with school or working.Just simply having my rest and holidays!Yippie...But maybe will be working after i came back from Bali.See how it goes lah.At the same time waiting for Higher Nitec Result and cant wait to go back school! <3.

Right now is alone at home.My family went for visiting at Sembawang.My grandfather's brother just passed away today.It was a sad occasion.Well,just hope that he will be placed with the good people around him and may god bless him.AMIN...

After this,i don't know what to do.Seriously.Wanted to go out as much as i can but no money to go out often.I need to save.Haizzzz....hmmmph.....But one thing is for sureee im waiting for Bali!!!!!Wee...Cant wait for that.Going to enjoy myself there...Hopefully lah..:) Orite now i think i should do something to kill boredom and kill time while waiting for my parents to come home.Maybe will be cleaning the house or do something usefullWoohoo...hahhahaz....klah sayonara! muackz! hhahaha

2011-02-18T23:05:00.000-08:00

Wee! 3 days off is a Happy Period for me because i did not need to go to work! Yeah...One of the day is actually i took Mc as I cant take it anymore.So yeah.Thursday was suppose to be a home stay period for me but then after i went to the Polyclinic Mum asked me to accompany her t go Geylang...Ouh,shit.I was reluctant but i cant bear to let her go alone...Haiz..So i aggreed and go with her...:)...So suweet right?hehhe..i know.

Friday,went out with Shukira...Went out for a meal to enjoyzz ourself..heheh....Had fun and i Done alot of shopping.Can be said that i spend $100 on just one day..hahha.I bought 1 top, 1 bottom,watch and also compact powder...Hahhaha and there is more i want to buy...maybe will get it next week?? Will see how....hehehhezz.Reach home 10 plus after that online till 12 plus and then mum and bro reach home around 12.30.Mum brought back spahghatte from my aunt place and i eat it abit.While i was eating suddenly my brother ask me to follow him go Jb....I was shock! And also lazy...After that i asked my mum to follow him and you know what my mum said??: Ah,okaYLah can.....THat is another things that shocks me...hahahha.After hearing that i agree to follow my brother...hahhaha...Went out at 1pm and reach home at 3pm..")

SATURDAY, is a home stay for mee!!!Wooo...but have to do alot of things..I need to do my project and also do alot of plannings for outings and also other things...Yeah.My project is almost done....Almost there...Good Job Atiqah....Keep up the good work! Wootzz....

Well,seriously i didnt know that today is your Birthday....And you are being a thick skin because u asked a wish from mr..Heeehe..How cute is that...And thanks to you also that i just remembered that my brother birthday is just tomorrow....lol....

Klah lastly i will like to wish:

Happy Birthday TO :Iskandar & Aizuddin!

May you enjoy your day on your Birthday.Spend the day with the one that you love and specially to my borther: I hope that your happiness and her will always be forever and hope that your relationship with your fiancee will lead to a Happy Marriage and i really cant wait for your big day this year.Lets pray hard that everything is going on smoothly and let us wait patiently to the big day that we are waiting for...May God Bless You....Insyallah...AMIN....")

Pissed Off , Dissaponted & Ruined...!!!!!

2011-02-06T19:43:00.000-08:00

Was suppose to be working today but there is a last minute change.Fuck off the retail MAnager! Cibuy!.....Change the schedule and he never tell me and my old department supervisor!Only today he told my supervisor.And when my supervisor called,i was otw to work already which start at 12pm.BloOdy hellll!!!! Now everything is ruined.He spoiled my day,my mood and all my plans!!!!.Lucky i havent make plans with my friends.....Chao Chi Buy...Im seriously pissed off...Now no mood already.....You know what,i dont like the Manager!!! I want to complain!!! Seriously!!!!......

Well yesterday had fun with all the 6 Mats....Thank you so much for making a havoc.hehheeh...<3

And Hairul,Thanks for disturbing me and doing cute faces! hahahha...I like!!!

2011-01-29T04:51:00.000-08:00

Hmm,well its raining the whole today.From afternoon till now.Suddenly i just felt bored today.I dont know why ley...Hmphh...Suddenly i felt so restless.....With my own things and family problem.....Wah,so stress.Dont know what to do sey....Haiz....Well i just hope that everything will go on smoothly tmrw at work....I dont want anything to happen tmrw pls....Pray hard....I just want attachment and everything else to end soon and faster!!! AArghhh....Haa,when will good things happen to me????...when???when can i enjoy life......When can i be happy?Where is my happiness???.....Aiyoo....Wah,i like emo set...hahahhah....Dgn cooling weather nie..heheehhe...Klah,dont know what to say anymore...gtg lah bye....")

Attachment.......

2011-01-24T06:30:00.000-08:00

23 January 2011, is the last day of my attachment as a GSO.I don't know why but my heart is reluctant to go to the Retail Department although at times i don't like doing the job.I think its because of some of the people like my supervisor,rose,Bala and Iris that had made my day and my last week there meaningful and enjoyable.But at the same time i looking forward to transfer to the Retail department because its abit relaxing as you wont face the customer unless you are selling the feeding food for the animals.Had a great dinner with Rose and Mira at Seah Im Food court Yesterday...hahahah....We finish work at nine but still have the energy to eat alot because we are hungry and are craving for the food that we want..heheheh....But sadly to say,i forgot to take picture with them....Alah....Nevermind will take picture on my last day of attachment.

24 January,2011.Today report for work at 9.45am but i was late bit.I heck-care because its my first day.Not my fault.Its the bus fault.Its Monday bluez and a lot of ppl going to work and hence there is a traffic jam.AAArghh,how much i hate it.I thought i will be able to reach Harbourfront on time because i don't feel that the bus is making so much stop on the way but when i woke up frm my sleep and was at telok Blangah,i realized that the time is already 9.20 on my watch.I was like WTF MAN! sHIT I'm going to be late again!I'm so frustrated.Once at workplace, meet Don, stand at his room like a idiot for 5 minutes then he started to ask the supervisor to teach me how to do the selling of Ray,Turtle and Shark food and also the procedure.It was not tough but what i don't like is to handle MONEY!!!!....That is my biggest nightmare.It sucks but i have to do it.The person teach me this and that and i was doing fine for the starting until somehow i was like unsure what is the meaning of stock take and what am i supposed to do with the stock take and how to get them?Do i have to count all of them or just count how many is being top up??Didnt manage to ask the guy who teach me as he have things to do with.I suddenly just become blur....hmmm.....Im so stress sia...Guilty also if it is my fault...Because to day is my first day...If it is really my fault then i have to pat the consequences...Haa,Bullshit sia.!I don't want to repeat the same mistake again please...!!1Im not willing to....:((.....

Well,no point dwelling.The day its over.Just hope that tmrw day will be better and may it go on smoothly....Pray god...Insyallah....haiz....

2011-01-14T06:52:00.000-08:00

Woohoo! This week is a movie week.Went to see a movie on tues:The Ghost Must be Crazy with school mates and today with the secondary school guys..hahah....Today movie was like OMG! Hahahah...Didnt expect it to be that way. Lol....Fazz msg me saying he wanted to see me but in the end habok pon tkder.Trus snyap....Lucky i didnt agree to anything yet...Llollzzz.....All guys cant be trusted.All guys are just the same...No difference je.Cakap tak serupe bikin.Knapelah kadang2 kite pompuan nie boleh jatuh dalam setiap penipuan mereka??Are we that stupid... haiz....

Yesterday at work was doing third shift.Was a bit boring and im abit like pissed of coz i was the only one standing infront of the entrance tearing the tickets and welcoming the guest while the senior who is the same shift as me didnt do work that much! Like fuck right.....Basterd.I know lah i under attachment but you dont have lah to do me like that sia.What,you think you work there longer than me you think you so big uh?Rilek sudah...Tak dpt ar.....Even the security guard notice that she keep walking here and there and was not at the entrnce....Lol....Bingit sak....But when going home time,had a nice chat with one of my colleague.Dont know him that much but that was the second time we working together.We went back together and it seems that we have alot to share....hhahhah..:p....will be seeing him again on sunday...so ya..hahhah....

This week had been a busy and stressing week for me also....Mostly abt school and some other personal stuff...Haiz....I dont have an answer and please dont wait for me till i have the answer.....I beg u.....Its very irritating okay!....I dont know,dont care and dont bother what you want to do.I ts none of my business.Now what i know is i want to concentrate on my own future,my life,myself and the things that i want to do.Let me just be myself and let me alone.I dont need you to be there.I already made a choice and it is final.Dont ask me why and you have just broke my heart......:)....simple as that...hehee....

I dont wish to have anything with you and please get out of my sight......

5 January 2011..")

2011-01-04T22:50:00.000-08:00

WEE,heY hai..hahhah...HAppy NEw yEaR!!! 2011 has come and 2010 has ended...That was fast man! Im still thinking that i am leaving in the year of 2010...hahhaha...well,anyways has already started my attachment and it has already been 3 weeks i been working there.So far so good...But just recently started to know each of the workers attitude and behavior there.Most of them are very nice only a one or two is like showing attitude.I dont like it but what to do they are more senior than me and i just have to tolerate with them.Wah,like hell sia....Fuck...Can say i enjoy working there with people like Maisie,Mira,Fadli,My 2 supervisor,the security guard and alot more.Will write down their name when i ended my attachment there! hahhh....Okaylah i will try to do my job there well and go with the flow.Just hope that i will have a good day ahead during my working days although at times there is something happening like miscommunication with visitor,colleagues.But whatever it is i will try to put them aside and move onnn...Please......I wish to have a good day working there and not a bad one please....

Anyways,miss all my friends out there!!!...Be it my secondary school friends,ITE friends or primary school friends or my outside friends...!hehheeh....Miss you so much!wanna meet u guys.....hmmmmm...when u guys free uh??All like busy jer?Hmm,so how?? Will we be able to meet up one day?Haa,only god knws! heheeh.... We plan,God decides...")....Btw,today is my off day. That is why im here.Planning to stay at home but already make a plan but is not comfirm yet and shukira is asking me out.hahah.So,ya the plans are in PENDING....hehex....Alright shall update moree! See ya!

2010-12-17T00:48:00.002-08:00

Heys,yeah just went back from Causeway point meeting Sharon with my sister.Did went shopping at Cotton On!Wohho! Finally gotten the Tops that i wanted.Well will be buying two more tops frm Cotton On,maybe next week or what.hahas.....Hee....By the way,i already gotten a job...Haiz....Im so sad because i couldnt enjoy my December Holiday till the end.....And i could not go for countdown....Luckily i didnt make plans with you earlier.If not i have to cancel it.....Haiz,but that is the only day that i can my day and time with you to the fullest....So Sucks......AAaRGGGHHH! i HATE IT!!!...:(((....I miss YOU!....wELL,will be starting working next tuesday...Hmm,wish me luck people....I just feel so uneasy about it when i got to know that i will be working next week.That was damn fast.....I guess im not prepared for it you see....My plans which i had plan earlier have to be canceled so,yesterday was the last outing that i had with some of my classmate....Taken some pictures and will upload it here...:)......Oh,ya anyways will be going to JB tomorrow for my far cousin wedding.Tomorrow is a day whre i will get to enjoy myself with my family members and also my relatives!Soo looking forward for it!!!Wooo!And Sunday will be attending my Friend Engagement Day....Wah,so fast uh?Well,what to do,dah jodoh!hahahah.....

Life.....

2010-12-11T05:53:00.000-08:00

Hey There....Hm,this few days i've been feeling rather lethargic and i didnt know why....Finally my only exam is over and the feeling of dissapointed,upset and whatever it is just make it to end the exam.....A few of my classmates cried after the exam.And i am one of them.....No joke....The whole class didnt manage to finish the OIT Exam except for one student.And im very confident that i will fail the paper....Seriously we all couldnt make it and theres go my higher Nitec...:(((...Im seriously upset over it...haizzzz...What to do,things already happened.....Well,yesterday just went for Underwater World interview with Kumutha,Had alot of fun till we board the wrong bus..hahha...Actually wanted to meet a friend at sentosa but then....i didnt...hahhah....Oh,ya,the interview went on smoothly.I was interviewed by 3 interviewers.Wah,that was my first time man....The thing that i like is,they are very damn friendly with us.....seriously and i am very comfortable with them...Hm,just hope that i will be able to work with them....Pray hard please...Till now i still havent get a job.How sad it is.Dont you think so??Aiyoo,why must it be difficult.Iswear that finding a part-time job is mucj more easier than this...Whoah....Btw,when i was on my way back to vivocity,a private no called me and i thought its from one of the company but in the end just got to know that it was a prank from one of my friend....Hmmmph,Hmmphhh,Hmphhh,im so dissapointed.....Aper sey....ishhhh.....Called me just to say that he......haha.lol lah.....but that is so cute....Okay,whatever....haha.....Anyways,i quarrel with Fazzy that Thursday.Just had a misunderstanding.....I just feel so bad lor.....but then my intention is just to play2 only and nothing that sort of me asking or forcing him to do it.....He just didnt get the joke.....Ape dah,abeh marah.....Tiber2 jer angin...lolz....But we are fine now.....hehex...orite wanna go now.Take care....

School For Today..:)

2010-12-06T03:11:00.000-08:00

yO!!...Well,just got back home from Singapore Zoo for interview...I went there alone and im quite satisfied that i manage to find the corporate office eventhough it is slighty raining..Hehe...This is the second day of being me being independent!hhaahha.....Yesterday was one at Fort Canning....Lol...Quite nervous at the beggining but when i saw the place that i am heading to is infront of my eyes,i felt a great relievedd!!!...Thank God!!I love you so much!!!hehehe....Okay,the interview just now went on smoothly...Lucky it was not like the previous one that i had with Singapore Cruise..-.-...Well,after my roleplay just now,i received a call from Sentosa asking me to go for an interview this Thursday at 10am...Oh my God....So,ya i think i will be skipping school as there is only two lesson going on and in the afternoon i guess there will be no class....Well,have to check with my teacher tommorrow..Wait and i got a missed call from Underwaterworld!!I try calling back the number but it was busy...So,ya,i guess i will try calling them tmrw and wait for them to call me back again...Most prob i will have to go for interview this Friday like my Friend..hehhe...By,the way,Thank god that exam for PIE is OVER!And now i left with RNT and OIT which is my biggest fear right now...Haiz...Just hope taht one of those company will call me within this week or next week please...Hoping to hear from Spore zoo,RWS AND maybe sentosa or underwaterworld!!!:)

2010-11-24T05:06:00.000-08:00

Well today had my dinner with Hui Shan,Adam and Kumutha at Lot 1..hahha...Had so much to talk about.Just wish to spend more time with them.But sadly to say we only have like less than a month i thing to be together and the we all are going to our separate ways...How fast the times flies...Sure im going to miss the moments spend with them.....Yup.talking about missing,i miss that someone...I miss you BFF.....Haiz.....It has been along time i talk to you and disturb you...Seriously i miss you!I miss disturbing you!!!!Can things be like before???Why must it change and why must it happen in the first place??Should i blame that someone for starting all this mess???Should i???I wonders.....Because of that something our relationship seems not to be close like before i guess.....haiz....what a life.....

After 8 December i guess not a lot of my classmate will come to school as exams will be over on that day.After that im not sure if there's is any lesson going to be conducted by Mrs Ho....Our last day perhaps will be on the 15 December and im not so sure about it yet.Shall wait for information to be passed around....By the way,im waiting for Mr wooi to come back from his attachment.Hope he will bring good news for us regarding the GPE Trip.Seriously i cant wait as there is no news about it till now and im currently like pissed off.At the same time also lots of my lecturer for this month are away.Its either they have attachment,on course or on leave.....Well,just sucks right....klah,shall stop here and update more when the day comes..:)

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2010-11-07T07:46:00.000-08:00

Hey,well this long weekend has been going out like mostly spend time with my family.....haix,damn suckss...very tiring....Had been running here and there to find for my business outfit...haiz..Thanks eh PIE....Because of you lah we all have to waste money buying those shirt and stuff for ourselve.....I spend like around 110 on the top,bottom and also a pair of shoes...Woah....But then just hope that i will look great on that day!! :).....This recently,alot of guys has been adding me up at TAGGED....Omg!!!!Very irritating...Adding up is one,asking for no is one,asking out is also one and all of them is very them old is also the problem!!!!!!Wat vthe heck man!!!So stressed.....Can you guys just stop all those nonsense....Well,if this goes on,i will delete my tagged account and there goes you guys out there!wakakakak.....

Oh,ya did meet up 2day with sab....Had our time spend together,lolz....Was supposed to meet him after i went to wdlands....but then dont know wat shit happened,it planned just canceled....Damn....Thanks so much lah for making me hoping to see you idiot.....@##$$$%....As day goes by my feeling for you just faded away....The moment i think of you just make me want to get rid of you outta my lyfe...You just suckss.....You suckss my life....I just hate you...Thanks for entering my life and giving me all those hope and love that is not able to bring it to the future and making it last forever.....As much i hate you,you are there hanging around to that person that is not aware of how much that you have sacrifice alot for her......Im not heartbroken or what as it is fated but then im damn angry with the choice that you make....You are just not sensible enough...As a guy you should stand up for your right and be strong in whatever you do as you will be the one guiding the one that you love to the right path......Thinking of you just make me hate you so much!!!!!I seriously fuckening hate you to the core.....!!!!!!!Or even better,I HATE U GUYS!!!!...All guys are just the same......Cant be trusted......Well,i just gonna leave you alone and i dont wish to cee your face anymore......

.............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

2010-10-26T06:32:00.001-07:00

Well,today reach school kinda late....But i kinda lucky to get a ride from my brother...Hahaszzz...My bro alite me at a different route today as he is not going to Bukit Batok Fire Station.After drop off,meet Sharon at event plaza....The first lesson of the day was Oit.So was quite safe..Hehex...Oit was a relaxing lesson we had just now.We need to print all our assignment.do our projects and at the same time online facebook!This is what multi-tasking!hehe....I was okey at that point of time.But then when it came to Rnt for the next lesson,suddenly,my computer is having a problem signing in into the abacus system.I have to sign in 3 times just to get log in into the system.Due to that,i lost the details typed into the system and had to redo the thing again.Not only that after redoing,i just realised that i am left behind....Can see that my partner is so irritating so excited to finish the question given,So i kept quiet and didnt ask her...But unfortunately,i really need her help so,i asked her and she like 50-50 wants to give a helping hand.So,i was frustrated with her.....My phone just died on me last night,the abacus system is giving me problem in signing in into the system and now she is giving me attitude by not interested in helping me.The more bingit i am is when she finish doing the question given,she did not help me but then asking around other people who needs help....Cant she see that the one that needs help is just beside you???Stupid idiot??I just feel so phatathic...What kind of friend is this??Maybe she is taking revenge on me due to doing the Oit project early on??But what did i do to her??We didnt fight...But we got quarrel abit but not to the extend of fighting,misunderstanding or hurting our feelings.....Chibuy lah.....After what happened,i seriously no mood...my mood is down......During that one hour left, i just kept numb and didnt ask help from her.Im silent till lunch time and till Syaf ask me why i look moody and why i emo.I told her nothing and just smile.....haaa....Today is just not my day!!!!!

Stressed.....

2010-10-25T06:24:00.000-07:00

Hey,whats up???...hehehx.Life has been good for me....But then there is still sadness moment....As usual lah kan....Kinda miss all my old friends...Wonder when will i be able to meet them again...School has been okay for me in that sense and at the same time i dont feel like going school anymore and life is getting hard at school due to RNT AND OIT.....BUT It is more to RNT....Fuck man....Haiz,feel like just giving up....But i cant...hmmm...Test are just next week and i seriously not looking forward for it....I feel like just skipping school next week or do stupid things just not to take the test!I HATE IT...i JUST SOMEHOW LOSE INTEREST IN STUDYING FOR NOW......AAAArghhhh,my life just SUCKS!!!!Some one help me please.........hmph....I just feel like crying.....I dont know what to do.....Can someone help me and show me how to be strong and go thru all this mess that is in my lyfe.......Im so stressed up man!!!!Can someone make me happy????12@#@!###$$

2010-10-06T23:36:00.000-07:00

Well,should i be happy or should i be sad????Haizzzz...Damn fuck.....Results are out but then Gpa just sucks to the core.Okay,shall sing my song to make me feel better or worst??OH,well just don't know what to say lah..But overall im just glad that i do not need to retake any of the paper next year....Alhamdulilah.Thank God..:)Anyways,the results just didnt meet one of my expectations....Aiyoo...Apelah..hmmm....With the results given,im not sure if i could go to Higher Nitec....AAArghhh....Dont know lah.....If can,i would like to go.....All the best jelah eh!!!.....Okay,enough about it....

Now about myself......Holiday this time nit that bad.Although broke but still i have my Raya money to spend on and ya now since school is nearing opening,i got no money left.All has been used up...hehhe....Alot of things has been running through my mind right now for me to accomplished it when school reopens.Im not sure if i could ever fulfilled one of the things i had planned...If not,what i can say is: DREAM ON LAH!!!!!wakakakkaka...hees....BTW,just hope that i will be able to enjoy myself this weekend!Hopefully...see how lah....Lastly just wanna say that i love and miss you guys to the Max!!!!weeee......sayonara!!!muackz....

RAYEEE!!!! YEAH..........

2010-09-24T11:48:00.001-07:00

Thursday,23 September 2010 is the day that we went out raya together visiting each other house.Some of my friends couldnt go so we end up with 5 of us instead of 10 people....Which the 5 of us are Din,Adam,Syaf,Lynn and me....hehex...We started with Adam house and end with Syaf house at Hougang.Basically we we went to the west and followed by the East.I went home yesterday at 11pm and reached Bukit Panjang at 12 plus.Tupun naik taxi from Woodlands Interchange....We do have aloy of fun although there are not many of us...Hahahaz....We played giggle and laugh so much till we didnt feel like going home.We do alot of things together just in that one day.Didnt know that we could do so much thing.We karaoke,disturbed each other,taking pictures like mad till my camera no more battery,played rock band at Syaf house,slack at each others house like nobody business till late night,talking nonsense,behaving like a kid and etc....Woah,that moment really past so fast in just a blink of our eyes....There is so much fun that we had shared together....I really love it so much!Thank you guys for the wonderful Raya DY yESTERDAY!!!! You guys Rock!!!!

By the way,i went out today to meet my friend.While we were walking inside the shopping centre,the urge of buying thigs couldnt stop!I really couldnt resist the temtation.Seriously,I wanted to buy all those stuff that i see but i couldnt as i am broke right noe....haizzz...So, i have been waiting for the end of this month for my fathers pay.See,if i coild buy anything bit by bit..hahhaha....

Well.Going out raya tmrw to my Brother fiancee house and some of my relatives house!Yeah cant wait for tomorrow....Okaylah,i will like to sign off now since it is already 3.07 in the morning!see ya!!

Selamat Hari Raya!!!

2010-09-09T10:08:00.001-07:00

Hey2!...Yeah,dah malam raye!!!HhhAAAHAH......Suddenly i feel so boring...Yeap agree with you bro....Haiz...At the same time ngantok jugak....hmmm.. Oh,ya i Actualy had a plan today but then it was not fullfiled...So sad...Yelah All thanks to you ok!hmm....Thought that the day before raye could do something different or what but then in the end its still the same just like any other day before raye.....How sad....Well,just now watched this one show at suria.....How i wish that i was in that kind of life.....So happy.....When will it come......Feel So blessed to be in that kind of situation...By the way,not so in the mood to celebrate raya...Because of school.....Sucks sey!Sucks,Sucks to the cORE....Core to the sucks!!....hahhaha....One of my songs...lol....Aniway,tomorrow have to wake up early.Iron my baju raya,help my mum and kumpol duit raya!!!hehehehe...Well,i think i want turn in now lah...dAH ngantok nie..hehx....klah...slamat malam and Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri !!!...Maaf Zahir & Batin!

31 AUGUST 2010................

2010-09-01T02:02:00.000-07:00

Whats wrong with blogger today.....The tool bar is just not right.....Something is missing from it.....What the heck man!Aiyoo,today is like a boring day a sucks day for me.....Im being left alone at home where the rest of my family went to JB without me!!!!....AAArghhh....Anyway im not alone right now.THere is someone at my house now....Haiz...Lucky i not sleeping...haha...Anyway, i didnt know how to express myself now....Its all mixed emotions and i dont even know how to describe how i feel at this moment...Oh God please help me.....Please guide me along.....hmmmmmmph.....

Well,i think let me start with school yesterday....Yesterday during CSR lesson we were late by 15 minutes due to finding of the stupid classroom.We all were lost!...Do you believe that??Yes i believe that! haha.....The story is like this we have to change class because our original class is being used for the teacher conference.SO yeah we have to shift to blk 4 which is the green blk.We all heard that our teacher that the classroom will be at blk 4213 i think if im not wrong...but then somehow one of my friend called my Class rep and she say that the class is at blk 4 level one.So we went to level one.All confidently take the lift to level one and i was the first person to get shocked as we all ended up at the carpark!!!...hahahhaha...seriously what a joke man!!!We ALL STARTED TO LAUGH...I went out and try to lead the way.I told my friends to look out for the shop and save and not even one could find it....Apedah...But i manage to find it so yeah.From there we took the lift up to level two and i called my class rep and ask her where is the class and she mentioned blk 4 level 1.while i was in the lift,there is no connection and we hang up.After that i called her again and asked her what blk it exactly and she said blk 4 level 2 this time!!!!!And i was like what the fuck!!!!!....SHE totally damn idiot sia!~!!..Bodoh!!!!....Thats what happened ...hahaah....Still got somemore but lazy to type...The funny thing is that we look like idiot walking around the carpark!..hhahhaa....Finally i get to explore the carpark...My wish come true..heheheh.....Hhahh...lame i know..nvm...

Hmm,anyways yesterday quite boring.....because you are not there to entertain me..I wonder why you suddenly msg her instead of me....not jealous but then you like dont want to talk to me like that..haha...Anyway my prepaid pon low...Takpelah kasi chan ok??heheh...Oh,btw miss ya nonsense!!!!

Anne: You did not need to ask me the question in 2 years time.You can just did it yesterday and now...I can just answer you.Simply because the answer is already in my head long time ago.....But its all tumbled up inside my brain..But i can just fixed the sentence....As much as i wanted but it couldnt happened...Trust me....I respect .......Let me be in this way.....I know what i am doing...Believe me...Im okay with what had happened.....Dont worry okay...It is just not my luck...hehee....nvm...Thanks anyways for your wish..... :)

Now different issue....AT night my feelings was unbearable...ishh!!! Atiqah,Atiqah! What happened??? I also dont know....I did msg you yesterday and nothing much....hmmmph....Today i check out your profile and i saw this......I think you posted it long time ago but i just realised it today.....Im not sure where you get it from......It could be from a song lyrics or you who wrote it....Seriously i dont know.....Im thinking and i am wondering......It really means so much to me...but that was what happened......

.....................:
You were there to light my day you were there to guide me through when my day is down and out i'll never stop thinking of you how can i forget all that when you're the one who make me smile you'll always be a part of me how i wish you were still mine never will forget the day how we've met and came this far we both know we got this feeling but somehow it has to end up here i know its me who said goodbye and thats the hardest thing to do coz you mean so much to me and thats the truth from me to you for all the things i've done and said for all the hurt that i've cause you i hope you will forgive me baby coz that wasn't what i meant to do you were there to light my day you were there to guide me through when my day is down and out i'll never stop thinking of you how can i forget all that when you're the one who make me smile.......

Haaaaa......................How i wish things were like before.....Is there still hope for me???/......I pray god...............

A.T.I.Q.A.H

13th Day Of Fasting Month....

2010-08-23T05:20:00.000-07:00

Hey, its been a long time that i didnt post here...
Hehe...
Had been busy lah this lately....Haix....
Anyways,diam tak diam dah 13 hari kite berpuase yer???
Tapi rasenyer mcm dah lame gitu! haha.
Fasting for me so far so good.
The two weeks holiday is okay but then it is such a hell week for me to be staying at home
and with no pocket money....
Hmmmmm....
How sad is that??!
I prefer to go school!!!
I want school!!!!......
Was suppose to be studying at home for test and upcoming exams.
But i just couldnt get off my eyes from the computer and my ass off from doing all the nonsense things! Shit! I hate it!
I just couldn't focus myself and keep procrastinating!
Oh Damn!!! ATIQAH!!! Wake up from your dream!!!! Aiyoooo.....
Please help me to be discipline can???....
How i wish that there is no school holiday right now and if not for sure it wont be like this...............

Anyways, im waiting for the day to go out!!!!! Yeah,but dont know when...Wanna it to be as soon as possible but then there is something that stopping me from doing it so....Which is.......MONEY!!!!.....When can i have the money and go out to enjoy myself??? Haix......Bingit,Bingit,Bingit.......Fedddup!Oklah i should stop for now and go study!!!! Come on Atiqah! You can do it.....hehehhe......bubye.....

IM MIssInG yOu VeRy mUcH anD IS mIsSiNg yOu ALwAyS,,,,, <3>

2010-08-14T09:37:00.000-07:00

Hahahah...
HEy August!!! ...
Well,this is the month of August.It is the month of my birthday and also is the fasting month.
It was such a tiring month for me as i have to wake up for my predawn meal at 4 plus and then wake up for school.
For the starting of fasting month,
i have been late to school.So do my buddy.Lol....
Both of us got like connection like that! Hhahahz.
Anyway, i did not get to celebrate my birthday with my family yet and I do not a have a proper birthday cake and present yet.So ya....
This year Birthday is not so happening like the past,past year....Well,maybe it is because im getting older therefore no celebration and present is needed i guess??,,haha..lol....
Well,went out after my break fast yesterday to meet my primary school friend.He wanted to buy a school bag.
So we went to lot one and once we reach there he told me that the beg he wanted to buy is not there.
So we went to Bugis.
We took a cab there.
Once we reach there,the design that he wanted is not available.......Aiyaa.....
Then we started to window shop and he told me that its time to look for my birthday present.
I was shocked sey!
haha....Okay,He bought me a pair of shoe,treat me to Mac,
bought drinks for me twice and pay for the taxi fare.....All is on him....
How great is it!...hahahaha...nolah...
Actually i feel so damn awkward when go out with him.
As much as i do not want to go out with him,but still i have to.
I got no choice.Haiz....hahahah..
.By the way,thanks for everything....
I appreaciate it alotz....I did enjoy myself you know...hehheeh.....Oklah i got to go now....
Im so slipy and i bet i couldnt wake up at 4.3o today...hahahha.....To all my muslim FRIEND:
Selamat Berpuasa!!!!

2010-07-21T04:49:00.000-07:00

Today was a short day at school.
ITI lesson were canceled due to something.
After school had lunch with friends at Food Culture CCK.
Bought chocolate Oreo and then went home.
Once reached home,a fight or can be said a misunderstanding took place between the worker and the employee and thus makes my family went mad and frustrated....
It was the first time that things like this happened.Never happened in my whole entire life before.It was such a shocked to my family.

While on the way to fetch my first brother just now at Holland V,an accident between my brother car and a unknown car nearly happened! Omg.....
STUPID FELLOW!.....
My brother was cursing in the car after that.
I was also shocked.
Lucky my mum was not there just now.
If not for sure she will not want to take a ride again with the car....
After the car take over us,i just realized
that the fellow just got his license too.....
no wonder ar....haiz...im glad we are safe...
Thank god....

Just reached home safely.After this gonna study for my EFC test..
haiz....So much test coming in.....hmmm...so tired....On the other hand,tomorrow im having PE.Yeah! Playing soccer again tomorrow.
YESSA!
Hope to score a goal tomorrow...
Oklah i think it is enough for today....
Will update soon......

3rd & 4th Day of school....

2010-07-08T03:01:00.000-07:00

Yo!!
On the third day of school i saw Syabil!
What a surprise!For the past two days, i was the one who nudge people but yesterday was the opposite.Hahah.Didn't know that he knows me.Hehe.

Today,is the fourth day of school.Had my CSR Role play done.
Finally its over.
But it is not well done i think..
Hmmmm.......
The experience that me and him had just now is totally unspeakable and no words can express how we felt just now.But anyways,we do a go job Din....:>
Went home at 3 plus today with him and the rest as some of them are having their role play.
Reach home with all the noise and dust!omg!
hiyoo.
Im very tired right now.
Cant have my evening sleep..haiz...Well, i think maybe im going out later with my brother and family....Actually lazy.....but then later i will be home alone at home.....
so,ya better follow since he is driving!hehex....oklah,will update again soon..see ya!

First Day Of school....

2010-07-06T06:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the first day of school.School is not that bad.
I enter the back gate as i was taking 187.Lucky the bus is not crowded.
Get to see the Civil Defence guy everyday in the bus.Haha.
First day,
I saw Farhan during lunch time.Saw my junior.
Shocked to see him there and lastly saw Alex!!!...The FT guy.
hehe.
Meet him during camp time.Hes not from my campus actually but we met in the camp.
Haha.He still remember me yo!hahas.
First two period was normal but after lunch we got scolded for being late to EFC class with the new Lecturer, Stupid idiot teacher!
Its not that we want to be late for her first lesson.
We also didnt expect to be late.Its all because of the lift that we are taking.
Its all overload due to alot of students taking up and down the lift to go to their destination.
Thats what makes us late.We have been waiting for the lift for quite sometime.
She even expect us to take the staircase!
Bullshitlah!
Our class was at the 6 floor and we really cant take it man as we already took the stairs early in the morning.Seriously cannot make it one.You wont know how we feel unless you have tried taking the stairs yourself.We got scolded for nothing and was like an idiot for standing in the class.Wtf lah!
At first impression, alot of us doesn't seem to like this bullshit teacher,including me,
However i like the way she speak.Dont know lah eh....People say dont judge the book by its cover.So ya.....

Second Day of school,
i saw Ridzwan (itik).Hahaha.....There was a blackout today during the last lesson of the that.
Best thing is its only our class.There is also a false fire alarm.
DoNT KNOW LAH WAT HAPPENED.....Alot of things happened just during the two days.
Im hoping to see more of them that i know so i can do a catch up also with them.:).....
On the way home while waiting for the bus at the bustop, saw my primary school friend.
She also shifted at cck.What a small world.Really hoping to see more of them.
Lets see what happen on the third day ya?haha.

Okylah,i gonna go and study for a while.Being a good girl.haha.Gonna explore my school in details tomorrow.heheh..oklah bye!!!!!

Those Fuckening idiot can just fuck off from my life!!!!!

2010-07-03T10:06:00.000-07:00

I felt damn tired from work.
Today is so tiring.
Had kenduri just now at my uncle house and then was rushing to work at Clementi.
Maybe because of that i felt tired.
Im just going to type a short post as tomorrow im going to wake up early.
Morning shift tomorrow!Shit!
Im tired!!!..
Well,school is going to start on Monday!
Yeah,Bloody Monday!I know.....Hope school will be fun at the new place.Hope to eyes wash alot when school reopens!! hahha...kidding....Oklah got to go..
Nite...take care!!!....

You know that i miss you so muchhhhhh...............

2010-06-21T07:35:00.000-07:00

Went shopping with Px and Bing Hong on last friday and also have a meet up with master.
Not intend to shopping actually because i have no money to shop but i spare only 20 dollar to spend if my eye caught attention on somethings,
I spend 15 dollar at first on cotton on shirt which is below my budget but afterwards thanks to px for her OG and i spend 90 dollars on a GUESS handbag!!!!...
I t was so attempting.It will be my first and last shopping for branded stuff till i really had a stable job at the age of 2o.So yup now i can only admire those stuff from far.hahahah.....
This weekend going to enjoy myself at home.No working and going out till weekends come.Too tired for all that.Sorry for the excuses...Hope you guys understand...lol...
Well,will update again in days to come.So,ya enjoy your holiday!

2010-06-15T10:23:00.000-07:00

Life has not been great for me during the holidays.
Not stress with school but then is stress with work.
Manager want me to increase on my sales and keep reminding me that i need to INCREASE! wtf man!!!i hate it! Cant you just wait???
Dont keep pestering me!
Well, i have decided that i am going to quit soon.
I
m going to focus on my studies and what i want to do.
Working life can come after what i have achieved.
Now,my job is to study hard and get the dream that i have always wanted.
I must pursue my dream!!!Yes, Atiqah!...Heckcare about all the job!
Its bullshit! I hate it! Working life is just sucks!
I prefer schooling.....Ohya,missing all the people that i love......hmmmm.....
When can see you guys......Missing yyou all!haix....
Well,gtg....gonna slip now...take care guys! miss you lots....!

Fund Raising Picture on 25 May 2010

2010-06-03T04:31:00.000-07:00

The Ping Pong Tin.....

Me playing the game.....

Posing! hehe

Candid shot.....

Its mie in action! haha

At the Ticket Booth.....

The Photographer of the Day..!

Me and Ya.......haha

2010-05-28T06:14:00.000-07:00

Just came back from Bugis doing my Project with my members.
It was supposed to have all members down but in the end only three turned
up out of six people.Well, it just sucks.
But it went on smoothly anyway.
Phew.
Lucky to have Sharon as the big sister.
At least her brain works better than most of my members.
Thank god.
Unlike one of my member.
I really don't know what to say about her.She really make people mad!
I feel like slapping her face!...
I don't know how and until when i can stand her behavior and her character!...
How i wish i could kill her! Shes damn slow!
She does her work all very slowly.
She took her own sweet time to complete a task given just like nobody business!
It is very hard to work and cooperate with her.
Why i have to be with her!
Aiyoo!
Im feeling tired right now.Had my dinner with her at Raffles Hospital ,Banquet.
Then went o cotton on and bought something.
Finally its worth it man!
Lucky i didn't buy it earlier.hehex..
Oh,ya i wanna buy this one shirt that i saw just now.
Quick sell it at a selling price!!! I wanna buy!

Hmmmm, im wondering what is he doing now??....
Out of sudden he went mute.What are you doing uh?
Where are you??
Do you hear me??Why silence??
Reply me leh??
hahah..lol
Now all alone at home....Nobody,Nobody at home!hahha...
Siow...
I want to sleep,but my family all went to JB.Have to wait for them till they reach home!
Hmph!!!

Oh,no! why am i so stupid??! Shit! Fuck! STupid!!!! eeeee!
hehehehe...I know im crazy...so ya....

Okay,lastly had a good Conference talk on the phone with
Sab,
Thila,
Vindan, Pei xuan and Bing Hong on Thursday!!!!

2010-05-25T07:01:00.001-07:00

Oh,
well alot of exciting and happening things happened in and outside my school!
Today had a fund raising day.
The whole school is involved and today is our class turn.
The weather today was damn hot.
Freaking hot.
I had a lot to post but i cant,
Seriously i was supposed to study but then i did not as i was too engrossed with the net book.
I had much to do such as deleting my email box and was excited to see the photos taken by my friend just now.
That is the reason why i couldn't stop myself from doing all those thing and put my studying time aside.Aiyoo!!!!...
.Took alot of pictures and i will post it some other time i guess.Not today.Alright, i neeed to study now for my test!!!!!!

2010-05-21T08:31:00.000-07:00

Haix....Sian...
You dont ever bother to reply me! What this man! I'm so bored and sad right now.I just feel so stupid.I'm feeling down.So much stress due to my studies! Aaaargh!
Fuck my Life!.....I want to give up!!! But i know i cant......When are all this going to stop.I'm sick and tired of all this! I'm totally stress over! I hate my life!....Can someone understand me??Can someone talk to me??Can someone be my shoulder to cry on???Fuck!
I'm fuckening stress!!!
Oh, god why must you do this to me???? :( .....

I need you.........

2010-05-20T09:05:00.000-07:00

Fuck!!!!
I'm so angry already then halfway typing my post and it all gone in a shot!!!!! Bodoh!!!!!...
I'm so stress over the stupid project.I'm mad with my member.
Just got no mood to talk to them tomorrow.
Seriously....I feel like a shit and like budak bodoh ask them to do this and that and then nothing i get back in return.
They just give me all the research and didn't proceed on doing anything else after that.
Always stay there forever like an idiot!
You guys just don't bother to think and take your initiative to do the things by yourself.
Must i remind, shout,
pester,
run after you to get the project DONE!!!????.......
Can you guys cooperate with me??We really don't have much time to complete the project!
The time is too short! Do you guys understand???!!!!
Can you guys be more responsible! Discipline yourself and be matured enough!!!!!!....
Wheres your teamwork guys???!!!! Where ??? I don't see it....
I'm upset with you guys.....
I just got the feeling that we are unable to complete the project on time.
I warn you,
if anything happens, DON'T BLAME ME......
Blame it on yourself.
Reflect it on yourself on what you guys have done.
I'm not going to take the responsibilities of you guys.
You don't want to do your things, don't want to cooperate,
want to take your own sweet time,
want to procrastinate....???? CAN! By all means! Be my Guest!!!!
I just feel that like i am the only one who belongs to the group and are doing all the thing by myself although you guys did some research....Some only.....
The rest you leave it to me to do and decide,
Once everything done then you will continue from there!Bullshit!
You should be helping one another and give your support!.......
With this kind of situations,i really don't know how we can progress and can survive.......If anything happens,I just don't know what to say.......
Whatever it is, I just felt that i FAILED to be a LEADER.........
Therefore this kind of shit happens.......I'm SORRY.......

2010-05-18T03:46:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, i just reach home a few hours ago with myself drenched from head to toe.
All thanks to the heavy afternoon rain at Clementi. Hahaha....
Alot of things happened along the way to the opposite bustop near our school.
It was a damn heavy rain.
I shared my umbrella with my BF and tell you it was very funny.
The whole bunch of us still can laugh like no body business despite of the rain.
All of us was very,very wet.
The best thing is im wearing white today.So,ya....
You know....
haha.
My BF put his hand around my shoulder!hahha...I was like.......
No comment on that! Lol.....
We look like couple sia! BUT WE ARE NOT.
Later his wife jealous then i die! haha...
Today i have my PE lesson.
Thought could escape from running outside the school as last week we already ran outside and furthermore it was raining early this morning.
Sad to say the rain stop after we had done our warm up!
Aaarghhh....
No choice have to ran outside.Lucky i didn't use my black converse shoe.
If not,
i will be having difficulty to run as it was slippery.Happy to say that while running i enjoy the atmosphere around me as the weather is so windy!!! Yeah....
During lunch my BFF ask me along to have lunch outside.
We have 2 hours of lunch time as we are released early.
So we went to Clementi Interchange to eat KFC.
After finish eating, all of us started to study for our test.
Im lucky to follow them to eat outside as i can study peacefully also at the same time unlike in school.What i can say for the test is that it just suck!
I'm very careless and i messed everything.
Im just not ready to take this kind of test as it consist of my worst weaker subject which i do not like.I guess thats why i didint do well
Simply because i dont feel like doing it and didnt put my effort in doing it....Haizzzzz......Sian2!!!!
Tomorrow is CSR test....More to remember.Hope i can do it and pass with flying colours.
I will make sure that i will pass for this test.Wish me all the best!
Last but not least,will like to wish my friend a Happy 21st Birthday!
Hope you enjoy your day today and be happy always!

So frust!!!!!!

2010-05-16T06:05:00.000-07:00

Today end work bit later.
I need to wipe all those stupid slipper outside the shop as tomorrow there will be someone coming to our shop.Its like a visiting thingy.
So ya.
Because of that i was hold back.
Bought two packet of Chicken rice home.
One for me and the other one is for my second brother.The rest of my family went to Malaysia to visit my Sick uncle.
So left the two of us at home.Once reached home,went to Bangkit to buy my prepaid card and also Slurpee...Heheheh...
After that eat my dinner with my brother and then proceed to my brother Netbook to do the usual stuff and also project work!Right now i felt so stress of doing it!
It is just sucks to be a leader in doing a group work....Haixx...So sian....
Really,cannot take it.
Now im totally pissed off with this one idiot!!!! Chibuy!!!!!Stupid!!!!!....
im so angry!
Damn FUCK!!!.....I tell you i really going to start a fight with that person...
Serious!
I cannot take it! I'm in no mood.....Thats why.....I'm just waiting for the time to explode...
Just watch out.....!!!!!!

LOL!!!!

2010-05-12T08:46:00.001-07:00

Hhahahhahah.....
Alamak i really couldn't stop myself from laughing after reading that someone post!
I know the post is already damn long posted but due to reason that i did not have time to view it.
I find it so entertaining!!!! Wakakakka...
Thanks for making me laugh man!Wanted to read more of your post but i cant as i felt very tired right now.And tomorrow im schooling and will be back home damn late.
So ya i suppose to be sleeping right now.Okaylah guys gonna sleep now.
Take care! Bye! Winks.....

2010-05-12T07:32:00.000-07:00

Yo! Yeah.Hehe.Today is not that happening as yesterday.
But it went smoothly.
Had my lunch at Singapore Poly today with my mate.
Had my MacDonald lunch there.
It was cheap man! Didn't know that Polytechnic food is damn cheap!
I mean affordable.
I heard from my friend that the chicken rice there is very nice and he would bring me there the next time when we go SP.Looking forward for it but then i like extra sey go there...
Hhaha...
Dont carelah.After lunch we didn't get to class on time as the bus is very damn slow.
We were 10 minutes late and the class has already started.
Lucky when we reached the LTO room,not all eyes were on us as they are busy getting back their DTG test result!Thank god.
For the test, I didn't expect to get A for it but i did!Yeah! In fact i could have gotten full mark for it.Its all due to my careless mistake for not reading it properly and also i missed out one word which i did not know what is my teacher referring to.
Well,never mind,hope to get a good result the next time!.Had my CSR test today.
Not BAD LAH.I'm not sure how much i will score for this complicated subject! Haiz...
.So the leceh....Tomorrow going to stay back with my DTG members to do our project!
So fuckening stress man!Shit! I hate it! Worst thing im the leader of the group.
And yet i have a lot of commitment to do....Haaaazzzzz......My time is very precious!
I cant afford to lose them!
I need to plan my time and manage them well.It just sucks to be me!
I came online to research about the project but i didnt find any source useful and i did not know what i am supposed to do.Suddenly i just realised that i actually did not need to do anything.
I mean research.As the rest of my member are already doing that.
I already had more than enough people to do all the research.
My job is actually now wait for them to gather all the information
and i will be deciding on the necessary thing to do! Lol!!!....
I just remember that i had already given myself a title of being the Programme Coordinator.Stupid.....But i wont be sitting down here shaking my legs okay!
I will help you guys alright.Dont worry...hehex
Lastly before i end,i just want to say that today i did not enjoy myself much in school.....

MY LIFE IS NOT COMPLETE WITHOUT YOU ............

2010-05-04T04:35:00.000-07:00

Guess what???Today i m late for school.Can you believe that?
The best thing is that,yesterday Mr wooi just announced to the whole class that i am the Assistant Class Rep and today i just came late to school.
Well,its not my fault.Its the bus fault and this is the first time that i started school at 8.30pm.
I thought i was the only one late.
To make myself felling distracted i message my friend and asked him has the PE lesson started or not.
He replied saying that he did not know and asking where am i.I felt happy as i was not the only one late.hahaz.
I told him where i am and he decided to meet.
So,i meet him outside the school despite being late already.Who cares??he he.
So bad..While waiting for him, i saw my two classmate who is also late.
Alamak, BAIK Ar .hahahah...After that here comes the person that i have been waiting for.
We went inside the school and join the rest of the class at the hall.
Hahha,first time for PE i didn't run.Lol.Heckcarelah.
Then we are divided into two teams and we started to play floor ball.
I'm surprised that Adam actually did skip for PE.
Not only him but the rest of the class too.
It seems that nowadays he did not mix around with Din anymore.
I'm wondering.After what had happened,
i totally dont like him anymore....
Just today during the second last period of the day where we were at the computer lab,
he approached me saying that why i am quiet today?I said: Where got? He say:Yar,got.
Then i just smile.After the lesson had ended,
he approached me once again saying that i had changed.
I'm not the person that he used to know on the first week of school.
I was shocked man when heard what he had just said.
He even told me that i behave differently after i came back from the camp.
He told me that he thought that i am angry with him after what had happened during the camp.
I said:Eh,no lah....don't have lah....Where got.Then he say:really? and i said ya.
But frankly speaking what he said is all true.
Its not that i am running away from him or avoiding him.
It just that i am totally very dissapointed with him.
Thats what makes really pissed off!.Im sorry....
I don't know how long this feeling will be with me.Sorry Adam.
Maybe just give me more time to cool myself down and forgive you.
It all takes time.
Not forgetting today is the day that i am totally pissed off with all of you guys!!!........

2010-05-03T07:13:00.000-07:00

Why is it hard for them to understand me????
I know there is no one that shares and have the same feelings as me.I am the only person that understand them.
Too bad.....Haaaaa........Bingit siol!!!!! SUME NYE PRANGAI.
Prangai satu satu sak!

You think you BIG!!!!!!!

2010-05-03T06:07:00.000-07:00

Why must life be like this????I am tired of all this nonsense you know!
Cant you guys stop it all.Why must it be in this way??
Not even a year being together,already fight here and there,
don't like here and there.
You think what??Is this a kindergarten for you.
Hey,come on lah please be mutured enough and be sensitive towards other people feelingS.
Dont just think about your own feeling only can a not??
Other people has their feelings too.
Even animals have feelings also.
You guys are big enough to think what is right and what is wrong.
You guys are not a kid anymore.You guys understand not?Please lah stop giving me headache.You think who are you to do that to others although you are the leader of the class???You think you big issit??? Eh,you look at yourself lah.
You are just the same like other people.It just that you a have one thing extra.
Which is to be the leader of the class.I don't see any different other than that and why you should be proud and think big of yourself! This is bullshit man!
Being a leader does not give you the right to say whatever you like to others although you think you are doing the right thing.Other people feelings must come first in this kind of situation.
If you yourself have no feelings for others and you tend to create scene and fighting for your rights,it totally shows that you failed as a leader.
You only care about your feelings.
I don't know how on earth you are chosen to be a leader.
Right now i felt that i am stuck in between of a two poles.
I'm having a two emotions now. FUCK OFF SIAL!!! But whatever it is im sorry to say all this.
I'm totally sick of this kind of situation.
I HATE IT!!!!.....i HAD ENOUGH.........
I bet this kind of things will be happening again!Damn it lah!!

Awesome CAMP.......

2010-05-01T09:30:00.000-07:00

Yeah,orientation camp was fun man! Awesome! I did alot of bonding which i totally didnt expect.
Get to know all their flaws finally.Well,after the camp i felt there is something missing in my life.
I started to miss them.....I cant wait to see them on Monday....Had a great fun with them.
Especially Din! Hahahz.
We did alot of cheer of course.Can say that the food prepared for us is very nice.Haha.
Second day of camp,something happened to me.Can say that it was a such experience.
It was a terrible experience for me.
After the incident,
i started not to like that person anymore.
The person totally disappoint me.I'm very disapointed with the person.
Thanks Syaf for accompanying me to the toilet and Din for the concern and help.
Appreciate it a lots.I totally felt so paiseh and pissed off after what happened....Haiz....
I also heard alot of stories from my classmates.hmmmm.
Stories of not liking this person and blah,blah,blah.
Well,this kind of stories all could not be stopped.
What we can do is to just listen.I just hope that there will be no stories about me....
After camp,went to Jurong Point to eat with my mate.
Then i asked my brother to fetch me from there.
Was too tired and lazy to went home by public transport.
It is damn packed at that time.Overall,i can say that i had enjoy myself very much and will like to have a camp again and had fun with my friends......

Tj OIIIII!!!!!

Thanking YOU for making me happy and to go crazy with all the jokes that you made.Thanks alot! Love Nid,kak Anne,Shidah,Kumutha,Syaf,Chee Fong and hong wei!hahahs.....

This memories shall be kept in my HEART forever..........

2010-04-27T03:50:00.000-07:00

Well, school today is just sucks. Alot didn't turn up for PE lesson.
They are just too lazy and i cant even bothered.After the 1 lap of running outside the school,we played our own games and enjoyed ourselves.
Too bad for those who didn't come.After that had our 2 hour EFC lesson with Mr Yee.
During his lesson i felt tired.Lay my head down while doing his assignment and also at the same time feeling sleepy.
After everyone is done,we had to do a role play based on the assignment that we had done.
Two of my mate went out and do the role play.His lesson ended at 12 and we off for our LUNCH! I ate Chicken Hor Fun which cost me $1.80.Hahaz.
Then proceed to Miss Yani class for lesson.
Today is her last day teaching our class for LPD.
So sad right??She bought us some crackers as a gift for the class.
I was sitted next to Adam in the computer Lab and we started our facebook time in class!Haha
.Before the lesson ended my form teacher called me and say something to me which i think it is already standard to ask me that kind of question.
I'm not too shock also as my friend has told me earlier.
Didnt expect it to happen again this year but it actually did...
Haaa....So sian ley.....Thought i could ran from it during the 1st day of school and also for the last 2 weeks.I thought its confirm and over,but didn't expect he is still finding and found me now!Shit! LECEH AR! My camp day is coming sad to say he wont be going.
No fun lar.
Hmm,since my teacher has appointed me,
tomorrow i have to do cheering for the camp with my class.
I don't know how am i supposed to react or say.
It just sucks to the core.
Alot of things happened today and it actually made me to pissed of and lost of words to say.
Didn't know what to do and who to side with.
It is such an complicated situation,I really cant stand and take it.
Didn't expect that this kind of shit will happen and it is totally worst.
This is the worst scenario that i ever had.
Never in my life i encounter this kind of things.
Sorry to say i didn't side anyone.
I'm just saying it from what i had experience
.I'm not saying it to hurt you or what but it really based on my opinion.

I Wish You Will Always Be There For Me........

2010-04-25T05:00:00.000-07:00

Today im in the morning shift for work.I just realised that i hurt my body everywhere.Im so tired.Really got no energy left.Later still need to iron my school uniform and worst still need to wake up early tomorrow for school as tomorrow start at 8am.Due to the traffic jam all that makes me really pissed off....Lagi2 biler aku tengah ngantok!!! Aarghhh....It sucks!!!!..... Tell you i go to school like someone who is lazy and no energy.Serious talking..I dont know lah.Still cant get use to the environment there.It includes the people too.Im still finding the soul in me.I still unsure of what i want.I really dont know.Im finding something but i do not know what is it im looking for.It really take times for me to get use to it all and to get what i really want. Haiz,so sian...I dont know whats wrong with me....It all takes time.I hope that i could adapt to the changes by next week.Hope so.I can say that every week i spend my day at Clementi.Monday to Friday i went to school and Saturday, Sunday i went to work at Clementi.What i can say, Clementi is my place! LOL!
By the way, i also got this kind of feeling.Well,i don't know how to say.It just bothers me!I don't want anything to happen you see.But who am i to control it or stop it from happening??!Because i am not god.......Haiz....Why must i feel this way??Why must i have this kind of feeling......Aaaargh....

2010-04-19T06:21:00.000-07:00

Hehex....Skool was gerek today! Thought i will be late but i reached 15 minutes earlier.Once unboard the bus i saw Adam at the Traffic light.Smile at him and then we walk to the campus together.1 st lesson today is EFC.Im so happy!No lesson conducted as the lecturer is sick and we just have an hour lesson with him.So yeah,get to do our own things and also we disscussed about our project work.After that we went for our break then lunch and also followed by the CCA fair.CCA fair was mendak to me.I dont know what to choose.Really.....Tmorrow we have PE. Alot of them planning not to have PE tmrw.Hiya...i mean i also dont like but what to do???its part of the timetable and we have to go by rules and regulations dont we??Well,i just want to be on the safe side and looking out of trouble.I got no time to tolerate this kind of nonsense.So the budak2 tknk PE nie sume.I mean i not that active or the PE typelah but we still have to go for it.No choice.Was suppose to do research on my project work but i was too active browsing other rthings and also surfing the net which not related to the project.Okay,hope tomorrow PE will be fun and not that tiring.Hope to play some games or sport......Oklah,looking forward for tomorrow! Good night guys!!!! heheheh....

Skoolz.......

2010-04-16T07:15:00.000-07:00

Today school was fun!hehex...But sadly to say he didint come today....Today last lesson,the lecturer were out for a moment and i took the opportunity to get my classmate better.I talk to Adam and some of my class mate too.It seems that Adam and the rest can get well along with me.So glad...Well,cant really see him clearly as he was far at the front while i am far at the back.So yeah...Hes quite cute lah....Hehe...This morning i saw this minah boarding the bus alone at Petir bustop.Did nudge her but she didnt hear me as her Ears is being closed by the earpiece ! Hahhaah......i MESSAGE her than to say that i saw her and was in the same bus as her.She then was shocked when she knows that! lol...haha....Today school release at 12pm.Went home with my clique and also with 3 of my classmate.I talked to them along the way and try to get to know them.Yeah,we get along.Here i go again making friends.....I hope i will go on and on making friends with the others and just hope that we will get click to each other from today onwards.Hopefully.I will definately pray hard.....")...... Alright, i will try to post new life about school.Hope it will be happening the next time... Im glad to say,1 week as passed and im looking for the second week! Good luck! All the best!

Hows School????........ Hmmmm.......

2010-04-13T06:56:00.000-07:00

Today is the second day of school.Well,i doesnt feel that great.I mean the part where having to choose and make friends.Its a hard decision to make.For what i can see,i agree with what Mr Hirman say.Most of you like to make friends only with your own races.Im trying hard to get people to be with me.I mean to make friends with.I just want to create a new life and great moments with them.Aiyaa.....what i am supposed to do.But frankly speaking,school is so far so good.It just the people there like what i said earlier.Im still finding new friend and making friend to be with me.I just hope that i will get them and get it right this time.Pray god uh.Thanks...Second day already overslept and ya was rushing just now!Luckily get to school on time!Just nice....Tomorrow school start at 9 pm.I just hope that i will not overslept again.Going to school alone tmr...hahah....lol....Okaylah just a quick update on school and i will update more about it.Dont worry.Okay got to go and do some assignment and gonna eat my Fish and Chips!Bye!

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2010-04-02T00:19:00.000-07:00

Today is Good Friday!Wanted to go out,but not feeling that well...So,yeah....Life is just being okay2 for me.....Hope everything is fine.I'm hoping to have my previous life back!Haa.....Can i??? Dont know how to saylah. Haiz.Right now im just waiting for school to start.I dont wish to stress myself with things that i do not want it to happen.So ya,please dont happen.Hopefully school will be good for me.Insyallah.Alright guys do take care and just letting you to know that I Love you very much! & I cant afford to leave you!

Its New.....

2010-03-30T21:50:00.000-07:00

Yeah,finally done with my updating blog....Thanks sis for helping.You know who you are! Hahahhaa.....Come,come and view okay bloggers! Hahaz....After this will be going out...So yeah, just a short post for editing my blog.Hehes...OKay then,till we meet again!Bye.........

2010-03-03T22:05:00.001-08:00

Today is my sister Birthday.Yesterday i helped her to pack the goodie bag for her classmate! That is fun!hehex....Inside the goodie bag there is Apollo and this one cartoon snack and also abit of tidbits.Wanna wish her a Happy Birthday and may she passed her exams with flying colors!

2010-03-03T21:17:00.000-08:00

Well,yesterday went to my school for registration.I wake up at 8.45am which is abit later than what i set the alarm clock! Meet Shu at my house bustop.I saw Fairuz and this one guy at the bustop too.They are schooling and are waiting for the same bus too.Boarded the bus and we sat at the very back of the bus as the seats in front are all occupied.Chat a while with Shu and then we gone silence...Upon reaching to my school,wait i think should be campus lah uh??sounds bit better..heheh...OK,before came across the Ulu Pandan SMRT or whatever,something caught my attention! Haha! I saw someones plate number is being putted in between the tree branches!I was like..... WTF! Is this for real???Is the person crazy or what?? To stuck the plate number in between the branches! Siow right! haahhahaah.......But i seen it! hehe...

At the campus,i register myself,had a photo taking session for my ez-link card....My face like shit! hahz....i mean okay2lah....,register to be part of the CO-Op member and lastly buying of school uniform! Haa,it is such a hassle! To try all the clothes because i was unsure of my size and the atmosphere there is damn hot! I cant stand! Tak boleh Tahan ley! After everything is done,went to meet my mom at Clementi and we went to IMM.Went to Giant with her i can go crazy!!!!! I go right, she go left.I go straight and she dissappeared! So troublesome! She wanted to buy a set plate but in the end we cant find it and in the end,i ended shopping things for myself....Aiyoo! So the kecoh ar my mom!Before going home bought sushi and then took the bus 105.

Outzzzz.....

2010-02-27T23:04:00.000-08:00

S.A.P

Yo!!!!Well.seriosuly my brother is like fuck0!He keep disturbing my sister at her mistake that she made in her homework!It totally makes we to laugh out our lungs!hahahahah....Seriously cant take it!Tak Bleh Tahan!!!!!hahahahaha.....Crazy freak in mai house!Ouh,you guys totally did not know how noisy it is right now!They are quarreling and making fun at each other mistake!Im going to join later!!hahahaha......Okay gonna start school soon.Just next month...Hope to see my cute guy Alfian!hahah....He is my friend okay!Hopefully i get to meet a lot of people there!Woo,so excited!!!Yeah!By the way,Yesterday went out with the Gals.....Yeah,miss the days we are together during school time.Miss sab and Thila too!Wish that they are there with us yesterday.But too bad.But we shall meet during the March holiday!Just nice before i started my school life in April...Finally my Starbucks craving is fulfilled yesterday!Love it so much!!!I wanna have it again someday!When looked around at the perfume yesterday,whoa!feel like buying it!but so EX!haa.....hmmmm......I dont even knoe if i could save the money just to buy the perfume that i want....lol....
Whatever it is, I MISS YOU !!!!!!......Yes,YOU!!!!!......Hope to see you soon!!!!!
Hope to hear from you soon!!!!....hmmmmm...oklah,gtg......Take Care guys!!!1

Ngagement Day.....

2010-02-22T01:05:00.000-08:00

Yeah,hoho!!!!........Thank god for making my brother engagement day smoothly...Finally he is engaged....Well,wish him all the best and may he and his fiance go to the path of being husband and wife....Amen...By the way Happy Birthday To Him ALSO! hahax.Had a great day during his engagement day.Get to meet all my brother old friend which bring me back all the memories we had together...hahaz.That time i was just primary 3 or 4 like that.At the age of 10 or what and now im 18 and they are 20 plus.....Time flies very fast. Indeed miss them so much!hahaz....Hearing alot of people asking when is my turn and i was like what the hell???Im still too young okay!I want to concentrate on my studies first!My turn is a long way to go!So,yeah,Happy waiting guys!Oklah,just a short post about that and once again,Happy Engagement Day!

2010-01-23T07:32:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody. This is BingHong helping Atiqah that asshole to blog !

She's not busy but she cannot update her blog as HER COMPUTER HAS LET HER DOWN.

wAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Too bad ! She say that I'm a wonderful friend but I don't think she is. hahahahahaha

Okay, I'm bored. But Atiqah is not.

Let's chat with Sabrina now ! VIDEO CALL !!!

This is a short and sweet post.

HoHO

2009-12-06T23:50:00.000-08:00

Oho!!Dah lame tak update blog!!!yeah!!!My life is now like 50-50 lah.Not that bad since trying that job....Im still blur about it...hmmmm..Hope i will do it better the next time and i will try to improve on it!Yeah....It was such a experience to evperience alot of things about the houses that we went to at Bukit Batok....I dont know what to say but it was sure an eerie place to be when especially it was at night at around 10pm...So far i have not experience abt the unusual thing yet.Thank god.I just hope that god will protect me from experiencing such things....Not going to say much here.You will know when you are with us!hahaah....Oklah.today im off and tomorrow will need to do alot of work!So,take care guys....

2009-11-28T22:35:00.000-08:00

Life is so miserable.....Everything is unpredictable...Life is just sucks.....I don't know what to do....I think that is how my life should be..Always in the pain,sad moment and miserable life.......I am very3 upset with you bro.To think that you will do this to me??hah,unexplainable...Heartless creature....Well,i don't wish to drag this matter...Let it be this way...Since you don't like it,then thats it.I will wash my hands on you.From now on,you do your own things and go on your way and i do my own things and go on my own way.Dont you bother about me anymore.If you are really a good brother and pity on me,you should know what to do.Now,i have seen your true colours.So,there is no need an explanation.To think that you now have a good life,you forget the ones around you.You dont even want to help..........This is difficult man........Like this,i think its better that you keep thinking about yourself than others......Dont you care about me.You have mind and brainns and you can think for yourself which is good and which is bad.......I got nothing to do with you anymore.What done,cant be undone.I had enough.Thank you for hurting me deeply........I may forget,but i may not forgive......im sorry.....

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2009-11-25T02:44:00.000-08:00

Staying at home is a boring thing to do....Frankly speaking,its better for me to go to school than stay up at home and doing the chores and housework...Its not the time for me to be a housewife yet...So,yeah,if you ask me to do this and that,sorry its not my cup of tea.I will only do it once im fully ready to be a housewife.Hhhahhaha...Since im still a student,i shall remain being a student and study and pursue my own dreams!yeah!Thats more like it!hahaha....Didnt enjoy myself that much...Infact keep hearing the cat and dog in my house fighting with each other everytime my second brother is at home!!!Bingit sak!!!Sometimes i even went in to the fight with my bro and sis..Really cannot take it!Aiyoo....Oh,ya,that time did talk to Adil on the phone!hahaha.....Laughing here and there and he non stop saying stuff that make me scared!Idiot!hahah....Hmm,maybe shall meet him one day....okaylah,i gtg.BYe!

Our JOURNEY Has ENDED.......

2009-11-11T22:22:00.000-08:00

Woah!Finally, O-levels are over!!!!!Alot of things happened during those period of time.....Its hard to say and it is hard to explain.It all happened to sudden without us expect the most least thing to happen and it happen.My O-level journey has really make me experience and go through alot of things that i have never experience before.It has also taech me a lesson which i think it cant be found on our school texbook.I can say that it is totally a crucial year for me as i have to fight for my future and studies.Having pressure and stress were all occupied by me.There is also a point of times that i felt like just giving up but then its all too late to do that as the exams is just going to begin.....Despite of all that,i managed to go through it and now im over with it.Im truely glad that i managed to survived during this journey.Thank god.For those who have halped me alot in my studies,Thank You so Much for your help.I really appreaciate it alot.Especially my friends.:Pei xuan,Sabrina,Shukira,Thila and not forgetting Wee Kiat.Thanks alot guys!Oh,ya Thanks to the teachers also who have help me.Special Thanks to Miss Ang.Thanks for your great help.Even if i dont manage to get what i want for the subject,i wont blame you on it and infact i am sorry if i wont be able to make it but i will always respect you as one of the teachers that have always given me your guidience and never give up to help students like me.Truely appreaciated.Thank You Teacher!I will never forget your good deeds!

To all my friends out there,here we come to the end of our journey.I just hope that you guys will have a great future ahead and may you guys achieved what you have always wanted for.Never give up and continue to work hard.Lets rise and persevere together.No matter what your future is or which path you guys choose to go,do remember all the great things that we have done together during our days in FAJAR SECONDARY SCHOOL and hope that it will be a great motivation to you to pursuade your Dreams!!!!ALL THE BEST.....

NuRUL AtiQaH here is signing off and wishing You for a Great Future Ahead!!!!Jia You!

It is CRUCIAL for Me.....

2009-10-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

Life is just getting harder and harder without me realising it.O-level is starting soon.Alot of things is unprepared yet.How am i going to faced it??You tell me.Feeling rather stress and feeling like sheet right now.Sometimes its better for me to be alone and i can say i like it when im alone.No distraction,no problems,no misunderstanding,no quarrelling,no fighting and you can always enjoy the great moment of time with yourself without being shared with people.Sometimes,you just did not realised that when you are having fun,laughing,giggling,shouting,you did not know that somehow you have hurt someones feeling without you knowing it.Therefore we must always think about other people feelings too and thier feeling should be the 1st for you too think before yours.Dont be selfish.Cant imagine what is my future to be like.Aaargh,i just leave it to fate.There is nothing much to be done now.What can be done is just to do your very best.I know it is hard for the both of us.I know you are under great pressure.So do i.But for the sake of our future,we should not stop here .We shall continue to work hard and move on with our life.Lets strive together to our future!!!!Dont ever give up!To all O-Level candidates:All the best for your paper!

Kinabeh!

2009-10-12T04:46:00.000-07:00

Stupid Bro!!!!Why must it everytime be my things that you will use!Fuck lahWhy cant you use other people things!Why must it always be mine!Chibai lah!Hes using my phone now!And now im phoneless!Aaaargh!!!!My head is spinning now!Pundek lah!Both my brother are stupid!My sister too i think!Rod,sorry,gonna reply your message at a later time.My stupid bro just took my handphone away like nobody business.Really3,my head is spinning now......Well i got to go.....Fuck off lah!!!!

2009-10-07T01:28:00.000-07:00

Congratulations to Park Yong for being the Warren Officer!!!!
Congrats!Congrats!Wohho!!

MY LIFE IS EMPTY WITHOUT YOUR PRESENCE.......

LoL.....

2009-10-07T01:16:00.000-07:00

" If you think it is funny when actually i don't think it is funny.You might think it is funny since you are thinking it is funny.When you think that it is funny but does not mean others will think it is funny."

2009-09-26T03:55:00.000-07:00

I WANT TOMMY GIRL!!!
IM GOING TO CATCH YOU AND KEEP YOU IN MY HEART!!!!

It could have be better!

2009-09-25T05:42:00.000-07:00

Results are back...so sian....I need to buck up!I want to do my very best for my o-level!Surprisingly,i passed my biology practical and i did better for biology rather than physic!Didn't expect that.But overall still fail lah.My maths result is always the worst.Already expected.No need to say anything.I also did improve my biology practical this time.From a digit just 2 for the mock practical exam to a 7 which is just a passed!hehex.Good job.Well done!Work harder!I believe in you.Okay,for english,i did improve and did so much better than mid year.Thank god.Abit happy with my achievement but not to a large extent.I could have passed you know!6 more marks to go.After going through the answer for passage A,i calculated the marks that i should get and overall i hitted the passing mark target which is around26 marks or at least 24 over 50!AAAArghhh,how stupid can i be!That is also what my teacher say.Haiz...Well, what over is over.Dont dwell on things that has passeed.Lets move on ya!To our future!Cheers!hehexI did better for my maths paper 2 also,but still fail lah and its nothing much compared to those who passed or get a better mark than me but its a good achievement although it doesnt pay much lah.But never mind,my way,my problem and my pasal lah!hahahz...

Okay2 shall not spend too much on computer.This is going to be either my last post or second last post or whatever because im not going to log in the computer again unless needed as i will be having mock prelim exam next week to prepare for myself for o-level and i need to study hard in order to give my very last best!Jia You!YOU CAN DO IT!

Its over!

2009-09-23T04:25:00.000-07:00

Yeah,paper is over but result is just tomorrow and im sure the result is poor!lol!Tomorrow is graduation day in the morning.Going to be a sad one.Then followed by the most unwanted programme which is getting back the paper and checking of the paper.Dont feel like having it all back.Comfirm kena lecture one by one.Cant imagine..........haiz......Im sure cannot take it one.Nevermind i will prove to them that i will do better for o -level!Yeah!Must study!After this go study!Okay!I kinda bored right now.Dont know whhat to write...hmmmm.....Well,just hope that i can meet back my primary school friends!I miss them lah!

Hoping to see you soon.........

2009-09-21T22:40:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya Friends!!!!

Marina......

2009-09-19T00:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was fun!It is the second last day of fasting month.Went out with group of them to celebrate Bing Hong Birthday in advanced by Angeline and Maybeline.Well,Kelvin was there too.Meet them at Marina square.I was stuck again in the rain for 30 mins.Before that i got stuck when i wanted to went home from schoolIt sucks man.Serioulsy alot of things happen yesterday.Till i lose my mood.Went to Marina to play Bowling with friends!It was a new experience and first time experience!Woohoo!Before that we went to play arcade game just beside the Bowling centre as the Bowling center is packed of people and we have to put a waiting list to play.After arcade we managed to get our place at lane 9 and 10.7 of us playing.4 vs 3.I was in group with Kelvin and Angeline.The second round i was in group with Kelvin and Angeline again and not Forgetting our Potential Miss Chong!Hhahahahah......Had agreat fun and enjoy ourself for disgracing ourself and making fool out of ourself!wawawawa.....Enjoys!Enjoyz!Fun!Fun!Fun!I want to play again.!!!!

After Bowling we all headed back home while Shukira and me went to Geylang to shop around and also to break our fast.The atmosphere was fun!I like!I did mentioned Shakir's name and few hours later,speak of the devil is there!hahaz.Saw him with his friend twice at the same place.Yeah,we did approach each other.hahaz.I like!Miss him lah!My old member!Miss the time we had together.hehx.Right now,my house is in a mess.Cleaning up here and there.Now im taking my rest.hahx.Tired lah.Aniway,at 2 plus just now R send me an Sms asking for forgiveness!!!!hahahahahhah.........I was shocked man!Didnt expect he will do the move first.I havent reply him.Later at nightlah.Hehe.Looks like he is the 1st to ask forgiveness from me!

Okaylah,wanna wish my Brother a Happy advanced birthday!Happy Birthday Bing Hong!
Love ya!

2009-09-11T08:01:00.000-07:00

Just came back from CCK Library and just finish tidying up my book shelves with the help of my sister.Cant believe that i was helping her the moment after i finish half of my Double Mc Spicy burger.Hehehe. and i did not feel tired like i usually does.Today study quite alot for me.haha.To me lah.I study how to do simultaneous question with the help of Wee kiat again and again which i dont normally does.Usually after just doing one question,i will just toss the book away and never wants to see it again but today is different.Maths exams coming hor!Thats why lah!hahax..I think i need a tuition teacher.Can Wee Kiat be my tuition teacher??haha.I guess i should ask his help more often since i need help in my maths.So sad lah i couldnt afford to have tuition.So,yeah therefore i must seek help from my friends.Hope you guys will help me ya??Anyway,thanks for those who have help me in my studies.You know who you are.hehex.Went to study with the bunch of us.As usual,Mini Spore without Shuki,Honey,Doggy and wee kiat and not forgetting my good friend!Kuru!Last minit one!lol!

Oh,ya!we meet some one too!Not bad looking!hahahaha......Ask Px,we totally disgrace ourself!hahaha.....See,what i say is always true!haha.Hope you and him will be able to go futher and never ends there.okay??Smile,Smile!Love you Sab!After all the companies has gone,left me and Sab eating our dinner at mac.Then,walk2 to Cotton On and Mondo to look for Hari Raya Shoes.Never find one but i bought Cotton On tshirt instead.2 for $30.Nice and comfortable to wear!I love it!Guess what??I bought it with my Preparation money for Hari Raya!Sorry dad.Im left with $40 now to buy my shoe and my handbag.I need to have another $10 extra from you dad!haha.Shameless!iI know....Just in case.To standby.Huak3!

Tomorrow there is 3 plan at one go.1st i got my volunnteer meeting but i didnt go because of my friend.Second going out with him and 3rd is going out with family.Im still not comferm with my primary school fren....Aiyoo!So,troublesome eh!I canceled the meeting plan alreaday then he got something else also last minit.How?I can only accompany him untill 3 then im off with my family.And now he didnt reply me....ha....What am i supposed to do??Canceled the plan again???Wah lau wei!So many times already we canceled the plan that we have made and now canceled again???Oh no!Tell you what.Really,we are not ,meant to meet each other unless it is coincidence.Good lah...haha.Joking.Dont know lah......like that better i go for my meeting......hmmmmmm....Well my brother is now back home.I guess i better stop and shut down the computer before he finish bathing!Alright,Happy weekends and Good Luck for the paper on Monday Guys!Night!Signing off at 11.30pm...

Cookies!

2009-09-10T01:49:00.000-07:00

Haa...I'm lazy to blog.Tired and sleepy lah.Yesterday sleep at 1 plus i think.Doing hari raya cookies.Its a new recipe i printed out from the internet while looking for my f&n recipe that day.Found this recipe and it caught my attention when it said Famous Amous Chocolate Chip Cookies.So, i look through the recipe and found that it is easy and thought of trying one day.Yesterday tried,and guess what??It was sucessful!!!Yeah.My mum was happy about it.If not comfirm kena scolded by her for wasting her money!hahahaz....Right now my mum is nagging at me to continue doing the cookies.hmmm....wait lah.haha.Poor her yesterday have to wait till all the cookies finish baking.I dozed off before the cookies could be finish.Sorry mum.Okay,this time round i shall wait till the end.hehe.Hopefully i dont doze off again before all of them finish.But,right now after making the cookies mixture and while it is baking,im going to take a short nap firstSo that i will have energy and can wait till the end for the cookies!hahaz.Well,wanna taste my cookies,come to my house then!huhu!

Hoho!!!

2009-09-08T21:55:00.000-07:00

Hahhaaha.....I'm tired of it so i let it ends there.NO MORE COURSEWORK!!!I gave up!What thila say is true!No matter how much you add in into the coursework,you just feel that you can add in more things and this will not going to end!There is no ending to this coursework!I really cant take it anymore and its about time that i have to let it go.I'm sorry i have done my best and that is all the work that i can produced.hehez.....At the same time i was quite happy also!I'm back with my old friend!hahaz.I miss him so much!!!It has been a long time since we didn't chat.Really missed out about your life.I'm grateful that we are back together now.I just hope that we will keep in touch and never lose contact again.Hmm,beeps you some other day!he he.Yesterday was quite fun also lah although i didn't get my sleep for the whole night.Right now im sleepy.After this shall sleep while no one is at home!Peace!

To my friend,i don't know what to say about you anymore.You are already big enough to think and you can think what is good for you and what is not good for you.Its all up to you to decide.As your friend,i already play my part and the rest i leave it to you.If you thinks that the decision that you made is right than,i have no rights to say anything.Good luck friend!All the Best.I hope and pray for you that the god will always protects you and will be able to lead you to the right path...Insyallah...Amin.....

Idiot!......

2009-09-04T00:18:00.000-07:00

Why is it so difficult for them and you to fast??You are a guy and yet you cant even do this??What is this man??Better don't call yourself a man.In fact the women are even stronger than you.Shame on you!Shameless.I hate you eh.Seriously...Those who are not fasting still have the cheek to smoke at the bustop like no one cares.Still can buy bottle drink and consumed it in public.Well,tell you what,it totally bring such a digrace!You GUYS are WEAK!!!!Dont be a man if you cant take it.Stupid.Might as well be a girl.I know there is no one in the world is perfect but if you cant do every little thing,then better dont be a man.Call yourself such a strong person but actually your body is weak.Those who not fasting dont deserve to celebrate Hari Raya and should not be what they are.Bodoh!

Gaining Back Confidence??!!! hahahaha....

2009-09-02T05:24:00.000-07:00

Aha.....hehex.....I'm back to my normal self i guess.....maybe slowly and hopefully i can gain back my happiness.Btw, im sorry if i didn't talk much to my friends especially my buddy.You know who you are and sorry for not telling you what actually happened when you ask me.I just dont wish to share it to anyone and doesnt feel like it.Just let it out naturally and you will know what is it about one day ok?Maybe.Right now,im doing fine,hopefully.Haha,it seems that Ridhwan and me is feeling the same way too for the past weeeks.....Doesnt feel like talking to anyone.

HAHA.....The good thing is that,i feel abit happy after reading his blog.Before this,not happy still having the same feeling for the past few weeks and i suddenly felt that i need some entertainment and i know where to get it from and there it goes to Ridhwans blog!!Gagagaga....Just got to know that he just met with an accident.Oh,poor thing.The injuries is not that bad but it still consider as bad although he only skidded and fell from his bike.Okay im glad and believed in you that you are a safe rider but no matter how safe you ride,you will still be able to met with an accident without you knowing it right.....???So,yeah.

Haaa.....now i know how is it felt to met with an accident and to see your girlfriend to get injured too and not in a good condition.It totally shatterd your heart into pieces.Really,really now i truely understand.It also takes alot of effort and courage for you to pick up again your confidence after you have fell.It is not easy.Loosing your confidence riding again is the most serious problem and it may takes years for you to gain it back.Whoa,i cant imagine if this were to happen to me........Hey,dont like that lah.Im hoping to have my own one.Please let me have the chance.Please give me back my confidence!haha.....Just hope everything is going to be fine okay??Well,Ridhwan,hoping for you to get well soon ya??

Todays paper is considered as tough.Well i made a mistake.Instead of writer i wrote author!Aaaargh!!! I lost one mark already!damn it lah!Whatever it is i just hope that overall i will pass.....Please god help me.......Insyallah....Thats all i can comment for my paper.Tomorrow no paper and shall study for other subject.Peace......

Inconsolable...........

2009-09-01T04:47:00.000-07:00

That day was such an unforgettable day and also a really hard day for me.The weather has been raining and that day was the most unbearable day.Looking at the window panel just made me wanted to pour together with the rain.Oh,well nothing can describe how i feel at that point of time.It totally takes a lot of effort.I don't know how i should face it.I'm inconsolable.No matter how hard you try to console me,i still wont be able to faced it....Ah,im stuck.How i wish it will end happily....Well,sometimes what you really want does not mean that you will always get it or will get it as soon as possible right??Guess maybe this is not the right time yet.Okay,i will wait forever and hope that my waits will not be fruitless......

No matter how hard i try to face it but still i fail to face it........

Friday..........

2009-08-29T05:17:00.000-07:00

Whoa,yesterday oral was..................I don't know how to describe.haiz....I'm very scared.But i just hope that i do it fine and will get a merit or Wat lah at least.Pray god.Friday went to Geylang with my brother,father and my sis.Reached home at 1 AM if i not wrong.Enjoy myself but didnt buy anything much because i got no money yet to shopping for my Hari Raya things.So sad.:(.......

Prelim is just next week and i havent prepared yet.Ah,i dont know lah.........If this kind of attituted continues,how am i going to achieved i have always wanted and go to poly????Oh,god help me!!!!......I must buck up.I promised i will do well and better for my o.Insyallah.....

Im truely sorry...................

Im sorry................

2009-08-28T20:32:00.000-07:00

Some secrets are not to be told and they are to be kept............
Just because of one person,it changes everything..............
I may not mean so much to you or even not at all but you mean
so much to me in a Million of ways..............
Its NOW or NEVER..............

I'm just a loner that you actually didn't know
in the first place................
I'm not sure if i do the right thing but i have to do it................
Its better than never............
I'm Sorry...............:(

Shit happens......Test from the God........

2009-08-22T01:38:00.000-07:00

Im currently upset now!!!!!!Im sad!Im sad!Im sad!!Oh,god why did you give this to me today??Why??Today is the starting of fasting month and i already got the challenge from you.This is what you call cabaran or dugaan yang harus di tempuhi during the fasting month.This is really a test from the god to try my patience.I couldnt take it although i try to.I really need the file back for my coursework.Why cant it be opened???What happen to it???That file is important to me.It consist of all my hardwork for the coursework and that coursework is going to help me to determine my future.Oh,god please help me!!!.....What should i do now??Should i sit and keep quiet??Should i cry for it and begging it can be open back???Should i move on and do what i can do???Aaaarghh!!!!What to do?????Im dead!I dont think that im in the mood to do anything right now and even going to my grandma house except for blogging!!!!!One more thing my first brother just came back and he ask to borrow him $100 as he left his wallet at his friend car!!!!
Ya allah.......!!!

All in A Messed......

2009-08-21T03:50:00.000-07:00

Oh well.today i had a totally tiring day and stressing day.Had to do our f&N courseweok today.Had to give it finish.By right today is the last day of submission but our teacher who is too kind give us chance untill next monday.Thank God!Love you Mr Sng!After this i have to continue doing my coursework!HAAA,im so tired!!!!Hmph.....Hope that you will call me today!hehe!By the way,tomorrow is the starting of fasting month and we have to wake up at around 4 am to have our pre -dawn meal!Oh,no i guess im going to be deadly tired during the fasting month...Haix,what to do....Yesterday had an crazy day at the computer lab while dong my fnn during ACT time with friends.Thila and pei xuan has gone siow untill i couldnt take it.They bully me .Especially THILA.She loves so much to bully people and one of them is Meee!!!
She wanted to take my spectical and that time i was wearing it while pei xuan is trying to unplug the computer wire and she wanted to delete what i have type out and didnt want me to do my work!Oh,damn it!And there was the master,Sabrina who sits there and her eyes was glue to the computer reading other peoples blog!!!!Woah!!!I really cant stand yesterday with the idoits around me!hahahah.....

Things seems to has changed now.Dont know how long it is going to be.....By the way,im sorry....oh,ya.Rod and Amin,sorry ya if i have turn down your offer alot of times..Im so sorry beacause this week im totally busy.But i promised that i will go out with you guys ok??Maybe going to meet my old fren this Sunday to break fast together.Smile!To pei xuan ,Thila and shukira do not give up on your Mt okay??Try harder and im sure you guys will able to make it.Try your best ok?U still have another chance and do not let this last chance to slip away.I believe in you guys!For Sabrina,I am totally very very very impressed with YOU!I am proud of you.I know you are going to make it!See,what i told you is true right!A great applause for you.You did it.For those who need my help in Malay please dont hesitate to ask help from me ok??I will definately help you!

:((

2009-08-18T06:08:00.000-07:00

Im very upset right now.Why did you talk to me like that??and did i heard something correctly??You even raised your voice at me just now....Why is that so???But i guess it was unaccidentally.But im hurt when it happens...........hmph....look,i already feelinf stress right now about school stuff and here you are adding on to my stress and worries......Please,i beg you,dont do this to me.....I really need you right now to help me least a bit of my burden by talking to you but it seems that you are just adding more problem onto me.......Do you now how much i miss you????okay,please dont do this to me again.I hope it will be better later..........

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2009-08-15T06:04:00.000-07:00

Fuck lah!!!!What i type yesterday abouth the birthday outing i sall gone down the drain!!!Stupid right??Stupid blogger!!

Birthday Celebration....(4,6 &11 August)

2009-08-14T05:12:00.000-07:00

Last Friday went out to Soeul Garden at Bugis to celebrate Shukira and my belated birthday which falls on 6 August while Shu is on the 4th of August.Not forgetting Rahmat birthday too on 11 of August.!All one after another!This is also the time for me and my friend to get broke too!hahah....I mean buying of present that kind of thing and to celebrate it also.Yeah,Friday was the best day and outing! Enjoy it alotz....Went to Soeul Garden with an empty stomach.Once reached there me and Matt was given a warm welcome by the rest of them!Hahas.I was sitted beside Shuk.Tell you what,She was too good for me that day!Hehex.She cook for me!!!Thanks Shukira!Love You!!!Thanks so much.Its good also lah that she cook for me because me and matt have already arrived late and the rest of them have already more than twice eaten and their stomach already half filled with food but not me and Matts of course!

Eat and eat and eat until our stomach are full.After that went to Watson to look for Sab and co.Once there pay Matt the Soeul garden money and we went off to the toilet.After toilet,we went to one of the book store there while the guys went down to the arcade to enjoy themselves while the girls went window shopping.Over there too we met with Jack and she went to buy some art paper to do a card for her friend birthday too.While waiting for her,me and Thila went out of there and went to some quiet place to take some pictures while the rest are still there in their own world.Afer all that we went to bought present for someone also.Once it is done,it is time for Thila, Kuru,Matt and vindan to went home.The other two have Sinda and the other two just need to be home early.Once reached at the bustop,Sab decided to follow those who are going home as she was tired and no more mood.Before that i still got time to take picture with Matt!!!Yeah,lucky!Sadly to say, I did not manage to take picture with Kuru and Vindan!I always did not get to take picture with them! I think we are not fated to be together! Is that so????....hmph.....Never mind next time i will take picture with you first then followed by the girls! Okay, i shall do that from next time onwards!

Happy Birthday Rahmat!(11)

Happy Birthday To Me!(06)

Happy Birthday Shukira!(04)

Life isnt EASY as ABC !!!!

2009-08-02T06:19:00.000-07:00

Whoah,let me start with Friday first.Friday went out with Shuk to town.Meet her at 3 plus and went off to town.We went to Far East Plaza,Lucky Plaza,Wisma Atria,Takashimaya and not forgetting Ion Orchard.Have comments to say on Ion Orchard!Well,its totally boring in there.I advise you not to go unless you have the money and rich enough to buy those stuff,then you may go.If not,if people like me who don't like to look around or window shopping on expensive stuff then don't go there.Its a just a waste of your time!Trust me.Hmm,it seems that i no longer like to go town anymore.Simply because you need a lot of money to be there.The things there can be quite affordable and expensive to.I just brought $50 that day and it is all gone and i don't even know what i have spend on and i spend nothing much but still the money just disappeared.I will only go to town if i needed to.I will only go there maybe next month or in two months time or don't know when.Simply because i want to buy the perfume that i want for a affordable price and that's it.I bought a cardigan which cost $30 but it was divided in two with shuk.Yeah,Famous Amos cookiesis Awesome!I love it!Gonna buy again some other day.

Saturday,went to Geylang with my family.My big brother drove us there.Wake up so early at around 10 and i was felling very2 sleepy because of last night outing with Shuk.It was because that im too tired,i couldn't talk on the phone with him.Im sorry.I feel guilty.So do i did it on Thursday too!haha.Reached the place at around 12 plus.Know what,i love the new Geylang Market!It was so clean and new!Its much better now.Got escalator,lift,staircase and also a 3 multi-storey carpark!So,great!Instead of taking the staircase up,i did not waste my opportunity there to take the lift up and the escalator down!hahahah!!A bit kiasu!hehex.Have my lunch at Teh Tarik.Eat Lemon Chicken Rice with home made ice lemon tea!.The chicken rice is not bad.I enjoy my lunch!hahaz.After that,my brother told me that his girlfriend is coming down.He said that she wanted to buy a ring and i was like is it a ring for your engagement???HE said nothing and that point of time my mum did not pay attention to it and just thought it was nothing.lol.Waited for my brother girlfriend and then walk2 around with her.Went to the jewelery shop there and bought the engagement ring for my brother which cost 300 plus.I forget how much it exactly cost.Hmm,just wanna say Congratulations Brother!Just hope that it will went on smoothly.")

Sunday did went out to buy something.And i now feeling fuckening stress over money!Im now having financial problem!Not only me it effect my family too.Well,that is the problem im having now.I got lots of debts to settle.Not really in heavy debts but still its a debt!I owned my mother,sister and my friend.At the same time i wanted to buy a lot of new things for myself and i don't have the money.I somehow need those things but......Haa.It totally drive me crazy!From now on i really need to save money seriously.I guess im not going out again with my friend unless i needed to.Im sorry my friend.I also need to be stingy.Now i know how hard is it to find money.Its not EASY!!!!!!Working life is not easy.Haa,i don't wish to move on to working life!I feel like just studying for now and don't work!Oh,god!!!Please help me!!!From now on i will save,save,save!:(.....:(.....

LIFE IS NOT EASY FOR ME RIGHT NOW!................

If i do ever not talk to you guys or feeling moody,i just hope you guys understand me.I just want you to know that its not that im angry with you guys but im just having problems right now.So,sorry.But,just let me sort out my thinking and when im done with my thinking,i will be back to my normal self and i will be there creating Havoc!Just give me time..:)

What Happened.....????

2009-07-30T04:55:00.000-07:00

What happen to blogger uh??It seems that everything is on a mess??hmm.I wonder why!Btw,i just finish eating rojak at the uncle shop there and also just eaten fish and chips!Whoah,yum2 right??And now im totally full.hehex.

Oh,ya,today i did my Food and Nutrition practical coursework part B.Did it with Ernest and Izwan with the supervise of my sweetheart sec 4 f&n teacher!hahaz.Miss Haslinda.We also did with the sec 4 express student but they are 3 with Mr Sng.Only us the 3 musketeers or what Mr Sng called us the 3 Champions of the F&N class.I have no idea why he call us that.It just because the 3 of us fall sick and did not come on the same day last week.Hahaha!lol!

Well,had fun doing the practical with them...Bad luck happened to me also.I scalded my right hand with the hot oil.Oh,no!Lucky it is just a bit and not that bad.But i tell you the pain was so unbearable!I really cannot take it!But now it seems a bit better after i follow my brother advise to put my hand with ice for 10 min.I'm relieved now!Thanks Bro!

All pictures are taken.Even for Ernest and izwan photo.They are with me.Simply,they borrow my camera.I never know that Practical B is so much easier that practical A!Thank God! Yeah! Im Done!

Wanna upload the pictures but too bad blogger doesnt allow me to.hahaha.Sorry!....

Atiqah

2009-07-24T23:17:00.000-07:00

Hmm,Feel better today.My temperature has decrease to 37.5.there's still slightly fever.Haiz i got 6 days Mc and have to stay at home.How boring is that.How i wish i can go to Sangeetha birthday party today but i cant for safety precaution purposes.what a pity!So,here i am alone at home while my family went to JB to vist my aunt.My coughing is getting worst.I just hope that i will get well soon.Hah,just wanna thanks you for yesterday.Aftrer messaging with you yesterday,the next morning the 1st thing i realised that my fever is not that hot already.hahaha.Maybe got something to do with you.If not than,nvm,hahaz.So sorry also for not picking up your call.Well,not fogetting also to thank Px,Bh,Shukira,thila and also Yu ting although we are not close for showing care and concern towards me during the day im sick.I really appreciate it alot!Thank you so much.Oh,ya Bh,sorry for not picking up ur call that friday.I already fall asleep and when i woke up its already 1.30am and i just realised i got 2 missed kol and i msg and i just remembered that i had forgotten to take my medicine.So sorry ya...

Feeling tired right now.I guess its time for me to take my rest.Since im sick my body is aching everywhere.To sangeetha,

Happy 17th Birthday to You!
All the best in whatever you do!

Sorry,i couldnt come for your party no matter how much i love too.....

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2009-07-22T04:29:00.000-07:00

Hey I dont know what happened to my blog.There is something wrong.Oh,ya i may not be coming to school tomorrow.Im having fever right now.Haiz,im sick again.What a day!Luckily i just taken my Mt Listening Compre today and i got sick.Hmm....Since the H1N1,alot of people get sicks easily.Today about 5 of my malay friends did not come to school in the morning as they are sick.But poor thing,they still have to come ,wear a mask and take the paper at a different class.The Listening was okay2.I do face difficulty in doing it and i cant seem to have 100% concentration and i dont know why.At that time, i was not feeling that well but i did not know that im going to be sick after that immediately.I just notice that early this morning,i started to cough out of sudden the moment i stepped out of my house to go to school.It shocked me actually and it makes me to wonder,How come???My throat are not itchy,not having sore throat or wat so ever but why i was coughing out of a sudden.Once i reached home,i took my temperature and it was comfirm that im having fever with 38.0......Well3,seriously im already sicked and tired of getting sick for this year................:(